Monday, December 20, 2010

Just for laugh

Just a little joke to share with youuu.... NO, i dont have anything against blondes. I just dont know why people kept making fun of them..

A blonde walked into a store to buy curtains.
She went up to the salesman and said, "I want those pink curtains to fit my computer screen.
The salesman mentioned, "Computers don't need curtains."
The blonde said, "Hellooo…. I have windows!"



Here's another joke that i came across some few days back...
Three FASTEST means of Communication :
1. Telephone
2. Television
3. Tell a Woman

HAHAHAHA, have a good laugh readers. Cause 2010 is gonna end and 2011 is gonna be a good good year!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Happy 20th birthday...

How did my birthday go? Let's just say this year's birthday was quite a memorable one.

I don't know which i prefer, a plain and normal birthday or a birthday that takes you on a emotional roller coaster ride. Well, it's not like i have a choice anyway.

A chain of events occurred in such short period of time and i did not prepare myself for that. I have no idea what i was signing up for but one thing for sure, i acted rashly and foolishly.

I took for granted everything that i had and threw it down the drain in that instant.

How naive of me.


But somehow, instead of feeling regretful or guilty which i usually do, i feel that it all happens for a reason. And i strongly believe that something good would come out of it.

This probably is what God wanted for me. Maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to learn. And i did. I'm happy how things turned out, but i'd be much happier if things turned out as i'd planned. But maybe its just not supposed to be.

For once i feel like i've grown so much in such a limited time. I wish you all the best. And i'm sure you'll wish me the same. Be a happy person cause you deserve to be happy as much as others do. I probably need some time to adjust to the sudden changes but don't you worry, i'll be fine. Or even more than fine. My cheering mechanism works well in me.

Deep down, i know this is for the better.
And i also know that this is a punishment from god. :)


SPECIAL THANKS TO :

* Zhan Huai, Zi Hui, Robson, Weng Terr, Jit Kin, Soo Ying, Min Fung, Yi Cheng, Carmen, Chi Chun, Mandy, Joyce & Kelvin for celebrating my birthday.
* My roomies, Soo ying, Zi Hui & Min Fung for the surprise cake on 12am sharp.
* The sweet couple for the beautiful starbucks waterbottle. I'll use it well and promise to drink twice as much coffee as before.
* And those who msg me and called me. And never forget you, who sent me a cute mms!!!
* Lastly, you who is always there for me when i'm down. I appreciate it alot.


Thank you guys!!! :)
I'll still be the Serenne you've always liked despite it all !!!
And i promise the next post will be a happier and jovial one!!!


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I'm still me,

just a better version of me.

A few days more before i turn 20...
And here's a little piece of something i'd like to say to 19..

Thank you for sticking with me through this entire year. Despite the mistakes i had made all along the way, i have always been excused and forgiven. Probably because 19 is still considered as a teenager. It's gonna be a big step to take transiting from 19 to 20... well, cause when you're 20, you're no longer considered as a teenager. You're called a young adult now. And its a little scary to come to think of it.


Here's a random thing to mention just for fun...
"Surveys show that the 3 little words that women really want to hear from men are: I'll cook dinner ..."
Truth be told, i always find guys that do chores and cookings extremely attractive..
I'm just saying... :D


I've listed out a few little things to improve on when i reach 20. One thing i should stop doing is lying to myself. I love lying to myself. I don't know why. You see when i started my second year, i too made a list of things to improve on, a few things such as going to study area / library at least trice a week, read up lecture notes at the end of the day, breakfast every morning, go to classes punctually and make notes diligently etc...
It is not even half way through my list and i'm already feeling this whole junk of guilt thrown on my shoulder. Not even one thing i've succeeded doing, in fact, i think i was worse in 2nd year than in 1st year. I'm awesome, am i not... =(

UGH!!!
I REALLY SHOULDNT BE MISSING CLASSES OR SHOULDNT BE WATCHING KOREAN DRAMAS TILL LATE NIGHT.

Oh, great, i've finally got that off my chest. Puffff, feeling much better now. I need to change, i really do. Like change for the better you know. And this probably is the 238473829th time i've said it. But well, wanting to change is the first step of success. No? Okay maybe not, but lie to me please?



So here's what i'm gonna improve on. I'm gonna be a more responsible person. I know my dad will be EXTREMELY PROUD when he hears this. He's been nagging me to be a more responsible person since i knew how to talk. Honestly, i was never good with responsibilities. I think i was never good in anything admirably good. I mean, all the good traits went to my sister, which is why i look up to her all the time. She's an angel and i'm kinda the devil. But whichever way, i love her to bits, she's my bestfriend, my soulmate & my best sister :)



Reality sucks. You cant get the best of both worlds. Its either this way or the other. So i guess, this is where decision had to be made. I'm a step closer towards maturity i guess. Come to think of it, I was never good at making decisions. Maybe because in the past, i relied too much on my mom and now i had to stand on my own feet that i realized just how hard it could be when a decision needed to be made. I've learnt a alot and i've grown a little along the way. I've never been happier knowing you. And i thank god for that, really.



In the past, i remember making decisions that i regretted, probably till this day. It wasnt easy living with guilt i'll tell you that. And because of that i was never brave enough. When it comes to making a decision i'll always runaway and hide. Well, now i can say that i'm stronger and braver because now i realized that making mistakes is probably the best way to learn and grow. I've no clue on how the future might be, but i do believe that there is always a U-Turn along the way.

So here i am. Ready for a new beginning, whatever it might be. The question is, are you ready for the new me? :)

Happy 20th birthday in advance. I'm already looking forward to whats about to come.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

What i've been up to, really?

You really wanna know?
You really really wanna know?

You kinda kinda have to be really really sure you really really wanna know then i'd consider telling telling you... (it kinda kinda rhymes yeah?)


Alright, pardon my lameless cause apparently that's what i do best. What i've been up to, really, is being so friggin' busy with continuous lectures and countless labs and never ending dance practices. And when i say busy, i mean very very very busy...... like the only time i have for myself is at night.

It seems that the one word that i mentioned most frequently in my blog is "busy". Seriously go count them...And if really go count them, that means you're so damn free and i hate you for that.. :P

Well, lab has been extremely brutal to us. Especially tech lab, everyone has been busy working on their trial dentures and some of us really got so bloody frustrated. I think the correct word should be "pek cek". It kinda made everyone grumpy which is really fun to see... :D


After pouring pop (plaster of paris) to the wax rims, its time to stuck those annoying teeth into the wax rims.

It was so pek cek adding those teeth.
I was so close to throwing those teeth into the bunsen burner.


Tadahhhh~
I've finished adding teeth to the upper and lower dentures. THANK GOD!
Doesnt look nice i know, but for someone who sucks in craftworks like me,
this looks quite bloody amazing already.



So this is what has been going on in tech lab. And as for sim lab, we had to make models from natural teeth. It's rather fun in sim lab for me cause i've no idea which lecturer is gonna give me a nice scolding for chit-chatting away. Isn't that exciting? :-/


What is wrong with the weather lately? It's like the end of the world or something. It's been raining non-stop !!! But I LOVE IT !!! Cause my room would be like a furnace if it doesnt rain ... and if Aimst was flooded, maybe i'd have a longer holidays! YAY~~~
(no offense to those whose houses were flooded)


And of course, i'd like to congratulate the guys on their win in the basketball competition! You guys were awesome !!! Second place, not bad !!! :)


Lastly, i wanna thank the awesome God for healing my sister who has been sick for days prior to exams. It was a struggle being sick few days before exams and being so far away from home only makes things worse. I've been so so so worried... But now she's fine and her exams are over so halleluyah to that!!! Take good care of yourself jie jie, please dont make me worry again.



I so cant wait to celebrating Christmas and New year with you!
Love you and miss you, forever and always!



Wow, this is a long post. Thank you for sticking till the very end. Might not have the time to update any new post for the time being. So take care my lovely readers, till my next post, take care and dont miss me! :P


p/s : prom is next week. *screams*



Monday, November 1, 2010

Second year, First CA. Over & Done with.

I am back.
And no words could describe how much i missed home.
How much i missed the anticipating smiles i get when my parents see me.
The tight squeeze-the-breath-out-of-you hugs my mom gives just so i know how much she has missed me.
Wow, there is so much happiness in the air.
Yes, i'm happy. Reason simply being, i am back at home.


Well, i started my second year months ago and i cant imagine how fast time flies. I've finished my first CA, which means there are two more CAs and one finals on the way. It might seemed months away, but trust me, time flies especially when you're so bloody busy with cheerleading and dances and labs and classes. I seriously think the speed of time is as fast as the speed of light.

But whatever it is, i'm still happy for having all these shyts happening in my life in Aimst. I mean, having something happening is always better than not having anything right? Dull and boring life sucks and you know it. :P



Being happy is easy. All you have to do is strive to be happy. I always believe that happiness comes from deep within. I know it's easier said than done. But don't you think it's worth a try?

I also understand that not everybody is as blank as me. Some people have a lot of thinking to do each day. Some people face a little more difficulty than others when it comes to being happy.

We often complicate the simplest things in life. Because it's just our nature to complicate things. So, perhaps looking things at a different perspective could simplify it. Or just leave it all to God cause He knows what's best.

For whatever the future might bring, i'm terrified. I wish i would never make mistakes. I wish i would never regret not trying. I wish i would never repeat my mistakes. I wish i would never hurt people i care. I wish love could be simpler. I wish the correct path could be clearer. Sighhhhh, if only wishes are meant to be fulfilled.


Yeah, i'm just randomly rambling about some stuffs that got me thinking for the past few weeks. Well, guess what, i decided to not think about any of these anymore. Many brain cells had died innocently because of this. Gees, stop the killing already!

No matter how much you think, you're not gonna make things any easier. So what the heck, just be happy and enjoy this one week of Deepavali Holidays.

Isn't it awesome spending holidays with people you love and adore? Hell yeah !!!!!!!! :)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I got scolded

TWICE.

in sim lab for some lame shyts i did.
(Fyi, its the place where students show professional behaviors. Or at least that was what i was told.)

Well, it happened last week but i felt like blogging about it now because that pile of pathology notes are boring me out. And i'm just trying to runaway from reality ...

That's what i do best when exams are approaching. Don't ask me why.

The first time i got scolded was because i smiled/giggled too much, i think. I was seriously just smiling... like this :P :P :P


Maybe i have a silly smile. Or retarded if that makes you happy.
Gees, I'm sorry okay, my mom gave birth to me like that !!!


♥ I'm so tired of mugging. Hate last minute studying. No idea why i just never seem to learn my lesson. Hmmphhh !!! I'm gonna start my revision earlier next module.
LOL, like that's gonna happen.


They got scolded too because i asked them to take photos with me.
PAISEH lah -___-"""

That's just what you get for being serenne's friend.
UNLIMITED TROUBLES =O
you're welcome!


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'm sorry

for taking you for granted...

Be it in the past, present or future,

please forgive me.





you know who you are


Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10

A day that only comes by once a thousand year...

You'll have to wait for another thousand year for this day.

Probably by that time you've already turned into Petroleum..


But Hey, what's the big Hoo-Haa about this day?

There's nothing to celebrate about this day.

Seriously, it's just like any other day.

Yes, i'm jealous of whoever you are that's celebrating.

Because i cant.

Because my exam is next week.

And all i can do is stay in my room and stare at my notes.


What's the point of studying so much when the world is probably gonna end in 2012?

i.hate.exams.

and whoever you are that dont have to study on this day. :P

Saturday, October 9, 2010

First CA !!! *screams*


It's always this time around that i'll update my blog like i'm so friggin free with nothing else better to do.

When i was on holidays, i couldnt bothered to update my blog, and now that my exam is coming soon, i update my blog like nobody's business.

Actually, i've got something way better to do like playing farmville on facebook.

Or playing guitar to annoy my roomie.

My exam is in a week's time. And i've still got so much yet to cover. I couldnt remember what i studied in Pathology and i'm starting to doubt that i have a brain.


This is the place where i study. LOL, i guess that explains why i get distracted easily.

I'm going back to mugging. Good luck people for the coming exams.

I should've started my revision earlier. Sigh. Screw me.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I will try

being a better friend....


because you deserve it.

And i'm sorry for being how i've been..

but you see, i've been like this ever since i could remember..

so please give me time.

i'll try to change, friend.

:)


I will be there when you need me.

All you have to do is just come to me... :)



Just a little thing to share with you readers,
i came across it on facebook, written by a good friend of mine :)
魚說:你看不見我眼中的淚,因為我在水中.......

水說: 我能感覺你的淚,因為我在你的心中........

朋友.不一定合情合理.但一定窩心

不一定形影不離.但一定惺惺相惜

不一定錦上添花.但一定雪中送炭

不一定常常聯絡.但一定放在心上

Sunday, October 3, 2010

The best way to avoid disappointment

is to not expect anything from anyone..


This is what i've been trying to learn.

No one owes you anything. So suck up all your problems and face it alone.

Don't expect anything from anybody cause the chances of them disappointing you is high.

If life gives you shit, take it and eat it. HAHAHA
(nah, i'm just kidding)

No, i've not been emo. In fact, i've been happy...
So don't worry eventhough i know you readers probably dont give a damn.

Enough of craps...



So, here's a short update on how I've been...


Life's been so so so terribly busy...

I've been vomiting every now and then due to the hectic schedule.

Yeah i'm exaggerating cause that's what i do best...

Everyday is filled with endless classes and labs..

It's literally squeezing the life out of me.

Trying to stay awake during classes seemed to be by daily mission.

Oh, and trying to not do anything impulsive, like punching YOU KNOW WHO during his lectures.

I'm not looking forward to another day cause it'd mean that exams are nearer...

HEYYY but i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow...

whee, cause tomorrow its PENANG DAY!

And i'm so going to see Zac Efron tomorrow..

Probably going to sing K tomorrow as well..


I
So
Can't
Wait

TADAAAAA

Charlie St. Cloud

I heard it's a meningful and touching story.
And doesnt he look so so so so hot?
I'm gonna go dream now...
good night peeps
:)



Oh,and on a totally unrelated note...

3 little kittens found camping in Aimst cafe.
MEOW~
MEOW!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Seven days without god makes a weak !!!


I came across this on the internet, so felt like sharing it with you people that are still alive and still reading my blog...... LOL!

Days Without GOD
Sinday

Mournday
Tearsday
Wasteday
Thirstday

Frightday
Shatterday

Seven days WITHOUT GOD
makes one WEAK!!!


It makes sense... Life without God is empty and meaningless. :)

And for some reasons, i Thank God for everything that had happened, is happening and will happen in the future. :)

Will try updating my blog if i've the time =p

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Hello....

peeps!! what's doing you? :P

I'm so very the sorry... not really actually :p for not updating my blog. I've been really busy with everything from sports to guitar to church to eat to study to cats and dogs.. etc.. POINT IS, i've been really busy!!!! *scream*
or at least thats what i want you to believe. XD



This is just gonna be a short post... i really wanted to update about the recent Adsalympic. Reason simply being because i won a medal in it... ^__^ LOL... no i'm just kidding. But seriously yeah i did win... but frankly most of the people won something... :p

Just a month left before finals. I'm not scared, just terrified. Almost shit on my pants whenever i think bout it. Sighhh...... gotta really start revising like for REAL..

Anyway,

I just wanted to share a little thing with you.. I had like the WILDEST THOUGHT yesterday night... felt like i suddenly need to grow up and be matured... stop acting childish and stuffs... it's just like a really really random thought i know... but sometimes i feel it's time for me to grow up and start taking things seriously. Take up some responsibilities and stuffs.....


BUT seriously frankly and honestly, you think i'm being childish too? =(

maybe it's really the time to grow up.

I just wish time could slow down.

Just for a little while.


I really dont wanna grow up. :(

Friday, April 2, 2010

B-U-S-Y !!!! SO BLOODY BUSY!!!!!

O-M-G.

It has been the BUSIEST weeks of my life in AIMST.

Wasn't able to breathe at all because time is simply not enough.

And when i get the chance to breathe, i was way too tired.

If i were to use ONE WORD to describe the past few weeks,

it would be... " shit "

LOL, alright, okayyy, that probably wont be the word i use to describe but i hardly had the time to shit at all..... nahh, just joking. But SERIOUSLY. I was THAT busy.

Our dentistry sports day is just around the corner and i was involved in some of the events... The one activity that has been keeping everyone busy is Cheerleading. We had practice like EVERY SINGLE DAY.... and to make matter worse, i suffered from the WORST CRAMP ever... Seriously, i had never experienced this serious cramp before. It's tearing my muscles apart...

T.T

If you think i'm crying. Well, i am not.

Despite all these, i am happy. Happy because i was able to experience counteless of things i never thought i'd have the chance to experience. An example would be cheerleading. I had never imagined myself taking part in cheerleading, not to mention wearing mini skirt, dancing away in front of a crowd. This is HUGE for me and hell yeah i'm gonna savour every moment of it.

5 years from now... when i graduate from my course, i'd be looking back with a smile on my face. Indeed my life in aimst has been interesting and fun. It's worth it after all. :)


eventhough i've been so lagging behind in my studies, NO DOUBT IT HAS BEEN THE MOST MEANINGFUL WEEKS OF MY LIFE IN AIMST !!!


I'd like to thank YOU for not taking a NO for an answer. You are the reason i'm in cheerleading.
cheng zi hui, sincerely thanking you from the bottom of my heart.


lets do this guys! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8~~~~~~~~~


Sunday, March 7, 2010

Life is short.

let's not waste it studying for exams.


While everyone is busy studying their heads off...

I'm feeling restless in my room.

Notes are scattered all over that tiny little table...

By the way,

I came across this poem in the internet which i find it really awesome...

So decided to post it.. :)

Now I sit me down to study,
I pray the Lord I wont go nutty.
If I should fail to learn this junk,
I pray the lord I will not flunk.
But if I do, don't pity me at all,

Just sit my butt down in study hall.
Tell my parents I did my best,
Then pile my books apon my chest.
Now I lay me down to rest,

And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test.
If I should die before I wake,
That's one less test I'll have to take.





I dislike exams.
Cuz exam depresses me.
And i wont be able to smile as frequent as i do ...

:(

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

OMGosh ...... CA 3... & avatar =)

Hello peeps !!!

I know i haven't been a good blogger, really sorry for not updating you about what's going on in my life...

You wanna know what's going on in my life?

I'll tell you what's going on ...

I'm going I-N-S-A-N-E !!!

That's what going on.................

3rd CA is next week and there are SO MANY things to cover..... literally squeezing every breath out of me... Everyone is going thru this so that makes me feel much better.. : )

Anyways, the whole avatar fever hasn't really gone away yet... I still wish i could be an avatar so that i wont have to study all these craps. *hehe*

This is how i would look like if i were to become an avatar... ~ :p


Looks like me right.. :p


Will update another post after my 3rd CA !!!
Oh yea, i'm coming back soon for 1 week, so JAYBEE, wait for me!!!
Till then, good luck batchmates...if you feel like you're on the verge of breaking down, you're not alone. =D


Btw... mr.bean would look like this...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Laugh-out-loud.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Random post of nothingness .. ^_^

Welcome to a new decade.... 2010 !!!

EXCITED, aren't you????

I know it's been YEARS since my last update on my blog, am really sorry for being busy, not like i have a choice, had to study cause my exam was last week......

SIGH... =(

I've so many things to say but dont know where to even start....

Let's see, ohhh, i haven't updated you about the NEW YEAR...

Haven't updated you about how i spent my two weeks in JayBee either...

and i haven't updated you about my new year resolution ...


Wowww... so many things to do with so little time!!!

Hmm, this is gonna be a short post, am just taking a break after watching a non stop season 1 & 2 of the big bang theory series... :) my eyes are getting blurry...

@_@ <--- SEE!!!

This is just a random post of nothingness, just thought i should update my blog so you'd know i'm still alive. Was kinda having a VERY VERY SERIOUS homesick syndrome last week, no idea why or how the hormones on my body works, but i've been tearing up once in a while when i hear my mom's voice on the phone... T.T

I know what you're thinking. Weak, isn't it?

BUT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MISSING HOME OKAY!!!!!!!!!

i need to calm down. sorry, side effects of too much radiation from laptop... oh kayy... i gotta go back... have got some really productive things to do.... GAMING is productive btw and so dont argue with me... bye bye and muackz cuz I am in a good good mood today. ^_^

Friday, January 1, 2010

Hey Mom & Dad, your little girl has got a BLOG !!!

I'm sorry that you guys are not the first few to know about this blog of mine.. *grin*
well, i admit i was a little worried about letting you guys know cause....pls dont be mad..
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you guys would know all the activities that's happening over here in Aimst and that you'd see how much i enjoy my life and soon, will start panicking about my studies. =p

oh no, dad's gonna nag me!!! Argghhh... :-D
oh no, mom's gonna brainwash me!!! Arghhhh... :-D


*mom & dad, i can see u smiling over there*


So basically, this blog is about all the little dumb and stupid things that happen in my life as an Aimst-er. So, if you think that your little girl has grown up, NO, i haven't. Still as childish as always, still need your guidance as much as i needed before, still want to talk nonsense and crap with you and still want to stick with you like i used to. :)

So, mom and dad. This blog is dedicated to you. So that you'll know what's happening in my life. Before you utter a word, mom and dad, my studies are under control. See mom, i always believe that its not about how much you spend staring at your notes, but more about how much you absorb with the little time you spend. ^__^

I dislike studying for long long hours. Thats why i chose dentistry. And i'm sure you know that too. So dont worry about me. I've God here guiding every step that i take, and i'll look up to Him whenever i stumble and fall. Of course i'll be needing you too, so, you can always expect a phone call from me if anything happens to me.



I love you!!!
Forever & Always!!!




love,
your never growing up little girl.
^__^


The first post for 2010...
Officially opening ceremony of my BLOG!