I'm so NOT excited.. ^____^ (part 2)

I'm so not excited to come back to this jungle.... :(
Aimst is like the last place i'd choose if i were given a choice between Aimst and Hell. :(
And studying is what i'd have nightmares dreaming about at night.... :(
But time passed by and we had to sink into the reality that this FUN is coming to an END. :(


4 days of holidays = 4 days of non-stop fun

We had a BLAST spending quality time in Zhan Huai's house. Ok, maybe not that "quality" cause the guys basically gamed the whole day, but we had fun. Like we had all the fun accumulated for the entire year. -___- Yes, i was exaggerating. But it was fun hanging out with you guys. :)
The 4 days were gone in a PUFF. I dint know time could pass by so swiftly. It was like there were only 15 hours given to us per day. Haha... Anyway, we lost track of the time in Zhan Huai's house and that when it came to Sunday, all of us hugged and cried. I was kidding. :p *so dramatic*

So what we did in the 4 days were...
Play, play, play, and play some more.

We gamed like there is no tomorrow and watched movies like there was no yesterday.

this is where we gamed. woohoo~



Random pic with us ready to GAME !!! :)



The six of us brought laptop and we played Glaive Master and Counter Strike. Btw, i wasnt a noob at all. *winks* :)

Thanks to the small cinema in Zhan Huai's house, we watched so many movies. We had a tough time looking for a movie that suits everybody's taste, almost quarreled. LOL~ Anyways, the movies that we watched were...
i) Resident Evil (all of the series)
two thumbs up !!! hee-hee
ii) Mama mia
the songs are nice to sing along, but only a few managed to stay conscious throughout the movie =p
iii) Orphan
best horror movie i've ever watched. not a huge fan of horrors, but this movie really pumped up my BP level.
iv) Die Hard 4
another great action movie. But it was really DIE HARD. The main actor doesnt seem to die, which is rather ridiculous.
v) Halloween
LOL. This movie doesnt make sense and is extremely annoying. I'm still angry with this movie. Really angry.


This is the group photo taken before breakfast...


Take a closer look...TADAA~
All credit goes to, the love birds, Zhan Huai & Zi Hui and Soo ying!!! :)


And we have fried rice for lunch... Specially prepared by Zhan Huai & Zi Hui...



The time and effort you guys took to prepare such awesome meal for all of us are beyond praise. Thank you so so so much for everything......... :)

We also brought our guitars along...:p
and so we sing or rather scream our lungs out!!!


We seriously had the time of our lives. So thank you once again to Zhan Huai for making all these possible.

Will upload the last photo for this post... TEEHEE!
Love you guys so much ^__^~


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I know that once i'm back in Aimst, the moment the happiness fades away, guilt will sink in. Nothing but endless guilt. I'm feeling the guilt creeping in right now as we speak. I guess those four days were meant for revision and studying? No?

HEY BUT WE STILL HAVE 2 WEEKS OF STUDY BREAK RIGHT?
SO, WHAT THE HELL!!!! =)
I'm so not guilty. :D

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Here goes the last post for November..
Good bye November..
Hello December..

i am so excited. ^____^ (part 2)

CAN YOU FEEL MY EXCITEMENT???

IT'S HOLIDAYS MY FRIENDS and I CANT WAIT !!!!


We'll be having holidays for four days altogether. Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday...

WOWW ~~

God finally answered our prayers.. we seriously need a break from all the revision and studying !! ^___^ hee hee... haa haa ... I just cant stop smiling.. =p

Here's our plan.
We'll play on Thursday....and we'll play on Friday. Then we play on Saturday and then Sunday. And we'll start studying on Monday... awesome plan rite... =)=)=)
i know, i know...

All of us will be hanging out in Alor Star, stay overnight there...and we'll also be eating and shyting there....

And honestly, i can't wait .. >.>

There's been something seriously wrong with my attention span lately...
I just dont seem to be able to focus on my studies for long....
Maybe it's just like one of those days where you just dont have the right mood to study...
*node your head with agreement*
Knew you'd understand. -__-

Anyways,
gonna go for my next biochemistry class...
and i seriously dislike chemistry as much as i dislike Mariah Carey.
LOL... really, i'm not kidding.


ohh yea...
Will upload some photos on our trip...so, till then~ BYEEEEEeeeee !!!!! =D



i.so.cant.wait.for.new.moon.
teehee~

Question of the day.
What is your first impression of me?

When you first meet me, or say hie to me, i'd most probably greet you with a wave and a silly smile. I did that for so many years that i dont realize me doing so until one of my friends pointed out. Lol, i did it so very often that it kinda came naturally. Well, i guess, if you're nice to me, i'd be nice to you too.

You see, once you get to know me, you'll find me a little crazy. I laugh, i joke, and i go insane when i'm very happy/excited. I guess that's why people dont take me seriously sometimes. I'm fine with that. You dont have to take me seriously, but that doenst mean you can push me over.

When things happened, I might get mad or upset. But that doesnt mean i care. I just really dont understand why is there HOMOSAPIEN like that still exist in this world. So, don't blame me if i get mad. Like I've said, you don't have to take me seriously. But....that doesn't mean you can push me over. Cuz you might fall off the cliff by pushing too hard. :)

There are a few kinds of people that i cant stand. I know i sound so bad and mean when i say that, but heyyyy.. i'm sure no matter how ANGELIC you're, there will always be a group of people with certain behaviors or characters that you can't stand. Right? I'm only just a human, a very bad one, and i have my dislikes too.

So here is to everything, that's coming down to nothing. It's a waste of time to begin with. Shouldnt have started cause it aint gonna end well. I'm talking about a friendship. A true friendship i mean. So do you still offer a true friendship to people that don't actually need one but pretend to, for some other motives?

The answer is No.


Don't waste your time and effort, Serenne. :)


:) hee hee..


-case closed-

生日快乐。。

在茫茫人海中，我们相遇。。
中学生涯认识了你，却当时还不熟悉。。
总觉得你怪怪的。。哈哈。。
玩呀玩，闹啊闹，很快的五年就过去了。。
当时的我却没有好好的认识你。。

去年，很奇妙的，
上帝给我这个机会让我真正的认识你。。
一起来读AIMST是我的注意。。
真的没想到你会跟我一起读FOUNDATION。。
去年发生了好多好多不愉快的事情。。
大多数的都是因我而起。。
突然觉得，我还蛮对不起你的。。
可能现在的你，偶尔还会想起。。
可能现在的你，也不在意了。。

起初还觉得你怪怪的。。
让我很难去理解你的一举一动。。
有时我真的不明白你的原理。。
我知道我们都有不同的思想。。
我也知道我了解你还不到一半。。
但是我要谢谢你让我踏入你的心。。
虽然只是那么的一下下。。
但是我已很满足了。。

谢谢你的包容。。
谢谢你的原谅。。
谢谢你的大方。。
也谢谢你去年陪我走过我人生伤心及失落的时刻。。

朋友，
生日快乐。
希望你今年过得比去年还要好。
Friendship Forever :)

A-W-E-S-O-M-E week.. XD

We were warned...
No matter what religion you believe in,
No matter what races we are from,
One day,
Will Unite Us All.
21-12-2012

(note the gradually increasing size of the fonts...awesome rite) :p :p :p

Last week was an awesome week...
No, it's not my birthday....YET...but it was the week that i watched 2012 !!!!!!!

I know, it's just a movie, everybody has watched it, and probably i was the last person on earth to watch it.. BUT, considering the fact that i'm so stucked in this jungle-like place, where cinema is scarsely scattered (actually there is only one) ...being able to watch 2012 in Sungai Petati is a HUGE DEAL !!!!!

LOL...maybe it's not so much of a big deal, but we actually tried to watch this movie 3 times but it was all fully boooked! Since when people that live in jungle like watching end-of-the-world movie? Aren't they supposed to be growing padi plants? Alright...i probably have offended everyone that live in SP .. XD.. c'mmon.. i was just joking. ^_^

Alright, so that movie was a BLAST!!!!!!! The best end-of-the-world movie i've ever watched. :D
So, wanna thank the driver ---> Mr. Zhan Huai (the soft shell crab + deltol + pasking )
and of course Ah Fei ... for going eventhough you dint want to at first... :-D
Ohh..yea...and i wanna thank Chun and Zi Hui for the free supply of popcorns and nuts!!!
And of course my friends for being so enthusiatic about this movie. :) :) :)




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Anyway, just a question..
Do you believe that the world is coming to an end in 2012 ?

I KNOW ITS JUST A MOVIE!!! I'M JUST ASKING!!!! XD

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Hoho... we also celebrated yi cheng's birthday in Red Island Cafe. Wooo...and we burnt two holes in both our pockets! lol....
It was fun tho... and i hope he enjoyed his birthday celebration. You probably would love to spend it with... "miss K.....or miss C.....or miss S....." but... well, hope you dont mind spending with NOOBS like US .. =)

Here are some random shots.
Figured i should upload a few photos so that my blog doesnt look DULL & BORING~

Look at Ah Fei in the middle. Lol~

BIOCHEMISTRY is HELL ~

BIOCHEMISTRY IS HELL!!!

It sucks, and I cant find anything more suck-ish than biochemistry!

It’s so filled with friggin biology + never-making-sense chemistry! (just like cham peng, Nescafe + teh, except that biochem taste like shyt.)

ARGHHHHH…………..

If you ever hear a scream, a long one I mean, don’t be shocked. No, no, no one is abducted. No one is robbed. It’s just me, venting my frustration with my vocal. Hee hee..

I did attempt to slam by guitar. Or abuse my stitchie, but WAIT A MINUTE….guitar cost too much, and stitchie, he’ll start screaming and that’s even more frustrating. Gosh~

Huh..

Huh..

Huh..

I know you feel my pain. You do, don’t you.

Guess what I need right now?

It’s a damn nice movie to calm me down. And guess what it’s showing now in cinema?

2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*jumping up and down with excitement*

Yes……..!! only that I don’t have a friggin car.

I missed zi hui suddenly. Cause she is my only access to transport. LOL~

XD

I think I’m gonna take a nap.

You think I’m crazy, don’t you?

Whatever.

I still hate biochemistry!

Stay strong. =)

It's when the music stops and the lights come up that the real trouble begins.

Troubles come unexpectedly. The more you expect them not to, the more they come uninvited.

What's with love anyways?

Sometimes fate throws two people together only to tear them apart.

So tell me, what is the point?

I, myself dont get it. Sometimes, i wish i could live my life like a dead.

To not care, to not be bothered, to not know, to not feel nothing at all...

But then again, that would be wasting my life away.

I guess, only God knows what is gonna happen to us.

Only God knows what is best for us.

And till then, i guess the only thing we can possibly do is pray.



Be strong, my friend. We will stand by you no matter what. Even if it feels like the world is coming apart, you know you have our shoulders to cry on.

I'll keep you in my prayer.

I am not obsessed with Taylor Swift...

I repeat. I am not obsessed with Taylor Swift !!!

Lol...funny to find myself even writing about HER. But, i am not obsessed with her. Really, really.
It's just i realized i'm addicted to watching her videos during my free time. Okay, maybe a little of my study time. Or a lot. My point is, i'm watching her videos and i dont know why?!


Huh, what?! Puh-lease, I'm not a lesbian. Knew you would think of that! GROW UP !!!


And i have to repeat myself again that....I AM NOT OBSESSED WITH HER!!


Reasons why i like her ( not obsessed )

1. she is like an ordinary girl whom i could be friends with
2. she is pretty
3. she has good personality ( dont ask )
   
4. i can play her songs on my guitar

oh oh oh.. did u know she has got new songs coming out? XD
I love the song "two is better than one" sang by boys like girls ft taylor swift.

I've attached the link to download.. hehehe

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zemwnwn20qm






but puh-lease, i am not obsessed with her.. :)

And if you ever say that i am again, i'll force the taylor swift CD down your throat.
I mean it.

I am mean.

Yes, I am. And i'm not proud of that.
I live my life for 17 years only to realize that....
i can be really mean at times.
My good friend said to me, " Serenne, you're mean. But you're a good person too."
That makes me ponder. What does that even mean?
Sometimes the things that come out from my mouth, besides saliva, can offend people...
Yet, i've a bunch of good friends around me that accept me for who i am. But honestly, i dont even know who i really am. :-/
Sometimes, i do things without even realizing i'm doing it. Meaning to say, i do things without knowing i'm capable of doing. And ended up regretting. :-(

I suddenly missed my mom....T.T

.....sigh.....

I seriously need to get back to the piles of slides and revisions.
P/s : I'm fine. Just that, I am confused. @_@

想你，零点零一分 。。。

回忆过去。。
你我过着自有自在的生活。。
不知你现在过得如何？
你的微笑比起去年有所差别。。
我，并不是没发觉到。。。
只是，不知要如何开口。
现在的我们都在为自己的生活而忙碌。。
我知道你需要我，更需要一个人的陪伴。。
但是，我很没用。这么基本的要求我却达不到。
你会气，会失望，会无奈是因为你很在乎。。
但是摆着一副不在乎，一副不在意的样子是因为你不想让我看到你的软弱。
你曾说过，付出的多也可能会被伤到彻底。期望越高，失望也越大。
所以现在的你，不再对我有任何的期望。不再对我有任何的要求。
我不习惯。但是也得去习惯。

是我。。。不配做你的好朋友。
但是。。。我不管了！你永远都会是我的好朋友！

我想你。
我依然很在乎你。
你能原谅我。
我们还是好朋友，对吗？
我们还是玩得很开心，不是吗？
不要忘了我们的约定！：）

i am second guessing...

" To like, you must be prepared for heartbreak. If you can't take the heartache, then dont bother liking at all. "


I don't know why i said this. I'm not refering to anyone in particular. Really. It's just a thought that i had few days ago due to some weird hormonal changes taking place in my body. No idea which part. That you have to ask Maya. XD
Anyway, this is so much more complicated than it sounds. It's easy to like someone, but when you like someone, you're risking your little fragile heart. Cause you do not know when it's gonna be broken. Okay, maybe its not that fragile. But you still get your heart broken... :-(
I admit I've broken people's heart before, but i never mean it. I'm not trying to clear my guilt here but breaking people's heart is like the last thing i'd ever ever do..

....Sigh....

See, i told you its complicated. Shouldnt have written about it. Now i'm complicating your mind as well. :p
anyways, i think it's absolutely HEALTHY to like cause if you afraid to like, you'll never get what u want. Right? Damn, made sense doesnt it? huhuhuhu ^_^~

I'll try to like. I guess. Cuz i want a boyfriend too. LOL, joking~~~ XD

new hair bands :D

Huhu, did u see stitchie's new hair band?! OMG rite? yea.. i know.. OMG!!!!! Cute, adorable, etc.. save the description for me. LOL...
anyway, its a little angel thingy and devil hair bands that we bought in Penang. Bought it cuz we pretty much had too much money and really wanted to act cute.. =.= haha...all of us (our gang) bought one. Even the guys. yup, you heard me. Even the guys. ^_^



kayyz... i think i'm having a little troubles trying to make stitchie return me those hair bands. >.< ~

Btw, you'll be able to see all of us wearing this cute little hair bands in AIMST. ^_^ till then, bye bye!

i have no idea. :)

I've no idea why i created this blog. Not that i would update it very often, just felt i needed some place to write out my thoughts. Hmm...let see...maybe because recently there were many things that happened and things that i could really write about..
Anyway, here goes my first post. A very boring one indeed. LOL.. ~ who ask u to read. bleukkk XD