3rd CA.

starts tomorrow.

And what better paper to kick start the exam than OSCA?

Yes, it is a killer.

*shivers*

I no longer have any expectations. I just want to pass 2nd year FAST !!! Can't wait for 3rd year eventhough seniors said clinical would be pretty difficult. Oh well, as long as i don't have to study pharmaco. I mean, what's the point of studying pharmaco when the world probably is gonna end like REAL SOON .... Lols, drugs name ain't gonna save us. God's word will. :)

Sometimes, i hate exam so much that i wish the world would end soon. Before exams i mean. Lols. Childish me.

Caught my roomie chatting with stitchie.

I think pharmaco has made us do crazy things.

like talking to a soft toy. =p

BITE ME, PHARMACOLOGY!

** cant wait to go homeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!

i am so busy i don't even remember my name.

been so occupied i hardly have time to look at myself in the mirror.

i looked horrible.

all i want is just to pass year 2 with a smile.

:)

Just for laugh

Just a little joke to share with youuu.... NO, i dont have anything against blondes. I just dont know why people kept making fun of them..

A blonde walked into a store to buy curtains.

She went up to the salesman and said, "I want those pink curtains to fit my computer screen.
The salesman mentioned, "Computers don't need curtains."
The blonde said, "Hellooo…. I have windows!"

Here's another joke that i came across some few days back...

Three FASTEST means of Communication :
1. Telephone
2. Television
3. Tell a Woman

HAHAHAHA, have a good laugh readers. Cause 2010 is gonna end and 2011 is gonna be a good good year!

Happy 20th birthday...

How did my birthday go? Let's just say this year's birthday was quite a memorable one.

I don't know which i prefer, a plain and normal birthday or a birthday that takes you on a emotional roller coaster ride. Well, it's not like i have a choice anyway.

A chain of events occurred in such short period of time and i did not prepare myself for that. I have no idea what i was signing up for but one thing for sure, i acted rashly and foolishly.

I took for granted everything that i had and threw it down the drain in that instant.

How naive of me.

But somehow, instead of feeling regretful or guilty which i usually do, i feel that it all happens for a reason. And i strongly believe that something good would come out of it.

This probably is what God wanted for me. Maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to learn. And i did. I'm happy how things turned out, but i'd be much happier if things turned out as i'd planned. But maybe its just not supposed to be.

For once i feel like i've grown so much in such a limited time. I wish you all the best. And i'm sure you'll wish me the same. Be a happy person cause you deserve to be happy as much as others do. I probably need some time to adjust to the sudden changes but don't you worry, i'll be fine. Or even more than fine. My cheering mechanism works well in me.

Deep down, i know this is for the better.

And i also know that this is a punishment from god. :)

SPECIAL THANKS TO :

* Zhan Huai, Zi Hui, Robson, Weng Terr, Jit Kin, Soo Ying, Min Fung, Yi Cheng, Carmen, Chi Chun, Mandy, Joyce & Kelvin for celebrating my birthday.

* My roomies, Soo ying, Zi Hui & Min Fung for the surprise cake on 12am sharp.

* The sweet couple for the beautiful starbucks waterbottle. I'll use it well and promise to drink twice as much coffee as before.

* And those who msg me and called me. And never forget you, who sent me a cute mms!!!

* Lastly, you who is always there for me when i'm down. I appreciate it alot.

Thank you guys!!! :)

I'll still be the Serenne you've always liked despite it all !!!

And i promise the next post will be a happier and jovial one!!!

I'm still me,

just a better version of me.

A few days more before i turn 20...
And here's a little piece of something i'd like to say to 19..

Thank you for sticking with me through this entire year. Despite the mistakes i had made all along the way, i have always been excused and forgiven. Probably because 19 is still considered as a teenager. It's gonna be a big step to take transiting from 19 to 20... well, cause when you're 20, you're no longer considered as a teenager. You're called a young adult now. And its a little scary to come to think of it.


Here's a random thing to mention just for fun...
"Surveys show that the 3 little words that women really want to hear from men are: I'll cook dinner ..."
Truth be told, i always find guys that do chores and cookings extremely attractive..
I'm just saying... :D

I've listed out a few little things to improve on when i reach 20. One thing i should stop doing is lying to myself. I love lying to myself. I don't know why. You see when i started my second year, i too made a list of things to improve on, a few things such as going to study area / library at least trice a week, read up lecture notes at the end of the day, breakfast every morning, go to classes punctually and make notes diligently etc...
It is not even half way through my list and i'm already feeling this whole junk of guilt thrown on my shoulder. Not even one thing i've succeeded doing, in fact, i think i was worse in 2nd year than in 1st year. I'm awesome, am i not... =(

UGH!!!
I REALLY SHOULDNT BE MISSING CLASSES OR SHOULDNT BE WATCHING KOREAN DRAMAS TILL LATE NIGHT.

Oh, great, i've finally got that off my chest. Puffff, feeling much better now. I need to change, i really do. Like change for the better you know. And this probably is the 238473829th time i've said it. But well, wanting to change is the first step of success. No? Okay maybe not, but lie to me please?



So here's what i'm gonna improve on. I'm gonna be a more responsible person. I know my dad will be EXTREMELY PROUD when he hears this. He's been nagging me to be a more responsible person since i knew how to talk. Honestly, i was never good with responsibilities. I think i was never good in anything admirably good. I mean, all the good traits went to my sister, which is why i look up to her all the time. She's an angel and i'm kinda the devil. But whichever way, i love her to bits, she's my bestfriend, my soulmate & my best sister :)



Reality sucks. You cant get the best of both worlds. Its either this way or the other. So i guess, this is where decision had to be made. I'm a step closer towards maturity i guess. Come to think of it, I was never good at making decisions. Maybe because in the past, i relied too much on my mom and now i had to stand on my own feet that i realized just how hard it could be when a decision needed to be made. I've learnt a alot and i've grown a little along the way. I've never been happier knowing you. And i thank god for that, really.



In the past, i remember making decisions that i regretted, probably till this day. It wasnt easy living with guilt i'll tell you that. And because of that i was never brave enough. When it comes to making a decision i'll always runaway and hide. Well, now i can say that i'm stronger and braver because now i realized that making mistakes is probably the best way to learn and grow. I've no clue on how the future might be, but i do believe that there is always a U-Turn along the way.

So here i am. Ready for a new beginning, whatever it might be. The question is, are you ready for the new me? :)

Happy 20th birthday in advance. I'm already looking forward to whats about to come.

What i've been up to, really?

You really wanna know?
You really really wanna know?

You kinda kinda have to be really really sure you really really wanna know then i'd consider telling telling you... (it kinda kinda rhymes yeah?)


Alright, pardon my lameless cause apparently that's what i do best. What i've been up to, really, is being so friggin' busy with continuous lectures and countless labs and never ending dance practices. And when i say busy, i mean very very very busy...... like the only time i have for myself is at night.

It seems that the one word that i mentioned most frequently in my blog is "busy". Seriously go count them...And if really go count them, that means you're so damn free and i hate you for that.. :P

Well, lab has been extremely brutal to us. Especially tech lab, everyone has been busy working on their trial dentures and some of us really got so bloody frustrated. I think the correct word should be "pek cek". It kinda made everyone grumpy which is really fun to see... :D

After pouring pop (plaster of paris) to the wax rims, its time to stuck those annoying teeth into the wax rims.

It was so pek cek adding those teeth.
I was so close to throwing those teeth into the bunsen burner.

Tadahhhh~
I've finished adding teeth to the upper and lower dentures. THANK GOD!
Doesnt look nice i know, but for someone who sucks in craftworks like me,
this looks quite bloody amazing already.

So this is what has been going on in tech lab. And as for sim lab, we had to make models from natural teeth. It's rather fun in sim lab for me cause i've no idea which lecturer is gonna give me a nice scolding for chit-chatting away. Isn't that exciting? :-/


What is wrong with the weather lately? It's like the end of the world or something. It's been raining non-stop !!! But I LOVE IT !!! Cause my room would be like a furnace if it doesnt rain ... and if Aimst was flooded, maybe i'd have a longer holidays! YAY~~~
(no offense to those whose houses were flooded)


And of course, i'd like to congratulate the guys on their win in the basketball competition! You guys were awesome !!! Second place, not bad !!! :)


Lastly, i wanna thank the awesome God for healing my sister who has been sick for days prior to exams. It was a struggle being sick few days before exams and being so far away from home only makes things worse. I've been so so so worried... But now she's fine and her exams are over so halleluyah to that!!! Take good care of yourself jie jie, please dont make me worry again.

I so cant wait to celebrating Christmas and New year with you!
Love you and miss you, forever and always!

Wow, this is a long post. Thank you for sticking till the very end. Might not have the time to update any new post for the time being. So take care my lovely readers, till my next post, take care and dont miss me! :P


p/s : prom is next week. *screams*

Second year, First CA. Over & Done with.

I am back.

And no words could describe how much i missed home.

How much i missed the anticipating smiles i get when my parents see me.

The tight squeeze-the-breath-out-of-you hugs my mom gives just so i know how much she has missed me.

Wow, there is so much happiness in the air.

Yes, i'm happy. Reason simply being, i am back at home.

Well, i started my second year months ago and i cant imagine how fast time flies. I've finished my first CA, which means there are two more CAs and one finals on the way. It might seemed months away, but trust me, time flies especially when you're so bloody busy with cheerleading and dances and labs and classes. I seriously think the speed of time is as fast as the speed of light.

But whatever it is, i'm still happy for having all these shyts happening in my life in Aimst. I mean, having something happening is always better than not having anything right? Dull and boring life sucks and you know it. :P

Being happy is easy. All you have to do is strive to be happy. I always believe that happiness comes from deep within. I know it's easier said than done. But don't you think it's worth a try?

I also understand that not everybody is as blank as me. Some people have a lot of thinking to do each day. Some people face a little more difficulty than others when it comes to being happy.

We often complicate the simplest things in life. Because it's just our nature to complicate things. So, perhaps looking things at a different perspective could simplify it. Or just leave it all to God cause He knows what's best.

For whatever the future might bring, i'm terrified. I wish i would never make mistakes. I wish i would never regret not trying. I wish i would never repeat my mistakes. I wish i would never hurt people i care. I wish love could be simpler. I wish the correct path could be clearer. Sighhhhh, if only wishes are meant to be fulfilled.

Yeah, i'm just randomly rambling about some stuffs that got me thinking for the past few weeks. Well, guess what, i decided to not think about any of these anymore. Many brain cells had died innocently because of this. Gees, stop the killing already!

No matter how much you think, you're not gonna make things any easier. So what the heck, just be happy and enjoy this one week of Deepavali Holidays.

Isn't it awesome spending holidays with people you love and adore? Hell yeah !!!!!!!! :)