Second year, First CA. Over & Done with.

I am back.

And no words could describe how much i missed home.

How much i missed the anticipating smiles i get when my parents see me.

The tight squeeze-the-breath-out-of-you hugs my mom gives just so i know how much she has missed me.

Wow, there is so much happiness in the air.

Yes, i'm happy. Reason simply being, i am back at home.

Well, i started my second year months ago and i cant imagine how fast time flies. I've finished my first CA, which means there are two more CAs and one finals on the way. It might seemed months away, but trust me, time flies especially when you're so bloody busy with cheerleading and dances and labs and classes. I seriously think the speed of time is as fast as the speed of light.

But whatever it is, i'm still happy for having all these shyts happening in my life in Aimst. I mean, having something happening is always better than not having anything right? Dull and boring life sucks and you know it. :P

Being happy is easy. All you have to do is strive to be happy. I always believe that happiness comes from deep within. I know it's easier said than done. But don't you think it's worth a try?

I also understand that not everybody is as blank as me. Some people have a lot of thinking to do each day. Some people face a little more difficulty than others when it comes to being happy.

We often complicate the simplest things in life. Because it's just our nature to complicate things. So, perhaps looking things at a different perspective could simplify it. Or just leave it all to God cause He knows what's best.

For whatever the future might bring, i'm terrified. I wish i would never make mistakes. I wish i would never regret not trying. I wish i would never repeat my mistakes. I wish i would never hurt people i care. I wish love could be simpler. I wish the correct path could be clearer. Sighhhhh, if only wishes are meant to be fulfilled.

Yeah, i'm just randomly rambling about some stuffs that got me thinking for the past few weeks. Well, guess what, i decided to not think about any of these anymore. Many brain cells had died innocently because of this. Gees, stop the killing already!

No matter how much you think, you're not gonna make things any easier. So what the heck, just be happy and enjoy this one week of Deepavali Holidays.

Isn't it awesome spending holidays with people you love and adore? Hell yeah !!!!!!!! :)

I got scolded

TWICE.

in sim lab for some lame shyts i did.
(Fyi, its the place where students show professional behaviors. Or at least that was what i was told.)

Well, it happened last week but i felt like blogging about it now because that pile of pathology notes are boring me out. And i'm just trying to runaway from reality ...

That's what i do best when exams are approaching. Don't ask me why.

The first time i got scolded was because i smiled/giggled too much, i think. I was seriously just smiling... like this :P :P :P

Maybe i have a silly smile. Or retarded if that makes you happy.

Gees, I'm sorry okay, my mom gave birth to me like that !!!

♥ I'm so tired of mugging. Hate last minute studying. No idea why i just never seem to learn my lesson. Hmmphhh !!! I'm gonna start my revision earlier next module.
LOL, like that's gonna happen.

They got scolded too because i asked them to take photos with me.
PAISEH lah -___-"""

That's just what you get for being serenne's friend.
UNLIMITED TROUBLES =O
you're welcome!

I'm sorry

for taking you for granted...

Be it in the past, present or future,

please forgive me.

you know who you are

10.10.10

A day that only comes by once a thousand year...

You'll have to wait for another thousand year for this day.

Probably by that time you've already turned into Petroleum..

But Hey, what's the big Hoo-Haa about this day?

There's nothing to celebrate about this day.

Seriously, it's just like any other day.

Yes, i'm jealous of whoever you are that's celebrating.

Because i cant.

Because my exam is next week.

And all i can do is stay in my room and stare at my notes.

What's the point of studying so much when the world is probably gonna end in 2012?

i.hate.exams.

and whoever you are that dont have to study on this day. :P

First CA !!! *screams*

It's always this time around that i'll update my blog like i'm so friggin free with nothing else better to do.

When i was on holidays, i couldnt bothered to update my blog, and now that my exam is coming soon, i update my blog like nobody's business.

Actually, i've got something way better to do like playing farmville on facebook.

Or playing guitar to annoy my roomie.

My exam is in a week's time. And i've still got so much yet to cover. I couldnt remember what i studied in Pathology and i'm starting to doubt that i have a brain.

This is the place where i study. LOL, i guess that explains why i get distracted easily.

I'm going back to mugging. Good luck people for the coming exams.

I should've started my revision earlier. Sigh. Screw me.

I will try

being a better friend....


because you deserve it.

And i'm sorry for being how i've been..

but you see, i've been like this ever since i could remember..

so please give me time.

i'll try to change, friend.

:)


I will be there when you need me.

All you have to do is just come to me... :)



Just a little thing to share with you readers,
i came across it on facebook, written by a good friend of mine :)

魚說：你看不見我眼中的淚，因為我在水中.......

水說: 我能感覺你的淚，因為我在你的心中........

朋友.不一定合情合理.但一定窩心

不一定形影不離.但一定惺惺相惜

不一定錦上添花.但一定雪中送炭

不一定常常聯絡.但一定放在心上

The best way to avoid disappointment

is to not expect anything from anyone..

This is what i've been trying to learn.

No one owes you anything. So suck up all your problems and face it alone.

Don't expect anything from anybody cause the chances of them disappointing you is high.

If life gives you shit, take it and eat it. HAHAHA
(nah, i'm just kidding)

No, i've not been emo. In fact, i've been happy...
So don't worry eventhough i know you readers probably dont give a damn.

Enough of craps...



So, here's a short update on how I've been...

Life's been so so so terribly busy...

I've been vomiting every now and then due to the hectic schedule.

Yeah i'm exaggerating cause that's what i do best...

Everyday is filled with endless classes and labs..

It's literally squeezing the life out of me.

Trying to stay awake during classes seemed to be by daily mission.

Oh, and trying to not do anything impulsive, like punching YOU KNOW WHO during his lectures.

I'm not looking forward to another day cause it'd mean that exams are nearer...

HEYYY but i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow...

whee, cause tomorrow its PENANG DAY!

And i'm so going to see Zac Efron tomorrow..

Probably going to sing K tomorrow as well..


I
So
Can't
Wait

TADAAAAA

Charlie St. Cloud

I heard it's a meningful and touching story.
And doesnt he look so so so so hot?
I'm gonna go dream now...
good night peeps
:)

Oh,and on a totally unrelated note...

3 little kittens found camping in Aimst cafe.
MEOW~
MEOW!