Me, myself and my guitar...

Stupid people

2011-11-27T13:07:00.009+08:00

are everywhere.

And they LOVE asking stupid questions....

But hey, i am one stupid person myself!

If the question isn't stupid enough, i won't bother asking anyway!

If you ever find yourself asking these questions below,

then congratulation cause you're one stupid stupid person too!!!!!

welcome to the club :P

1. When people see you lying down, with your eyes closed they still ask : are u sleeping?

No...I'm trying to die.

2. When it's raining and you are going out, they ask : are u going out in this rain?

no...in the next one.

3. Your friend calls your home phone : are u at home?

no...i'm on the way to moon.

4. They see u wet coming from the bathroom : heyy, took a bath ehh?

No...i fell inside the toilet bowl.

5. You're standing right in front of the elevator on the ground floor and they ask : hey, going up?

no no...i am waiting for my apartment to come down and get me.

6. You are studying for your exams tomorrow, some relative asks : are u studying?

NO....i'm counting the letters.

7. You're in the queue in the cinema to buy tickets: whatcha doing here?

i'm waiting to pay my school fees.

LOL. Shooooo funny :P

People just love asking the obvious, don't they! HAHAHA

Nothing can compare to

2011-10-10T21:04:00.005+08:00

the stomach aches you get from laughing too hard with your friends.

It's been hell of a week.

It wasn't as bad as it sounds, but i was pretty busy with shitload of stuffs to do.

Pardon my language, just felt like it deals more impact when i use bad bad words. Lols.

( i'm a good good girl, i don't normally swear. i think =p)

I don't think updating you with the late night ADSA meeting till 3 in the morning and the million of calls i had to make to schools that don't quite give a damn about the drawing competition is gonna interest you, so i'll just talk about my first clinic experience and my first patient.

This photo was epic. LOL.

Did i mention i passed my competency test?! Not trying to brag here but truthfully, i din't expect myself to pass because of some "epic fail moments" during the exam. I'm not even gonna go there cause it's friggin' embarassing... LOL.

But well, thank god i passed. Many of us that thought would fail actually passed, so congratulation you guys! ;)

Really excited to be wearing blue scrubs today for the first time. I thought i looked kinda cool until a friend commented i looked like i'm wearing a pyjamas.

There goes my confidence. LOL...
But still, it was a very memorable moment and i'm really excited because i'm one step closer to becoming a dentist...

All in all, this week has been hell of an awesome week. To make it even more awesome, tomorrow i'm watching "immortal"!!!! i'm pretty sure this movie will be awesome :P

Creepy stuff. Read at your own risk.

2011-10-03T03:08:00.007+08:00

Its 3 in the morning and I can't seem to be able to sleep.

It's been raining at night for the past few days. I wonder why.

The night just feels so cold and quiet. I could literally hear the wind whisper my nameeeee....

What's even creepier is that everytime i use the laptop, I feel as though i was being stared at.

This.

Is.

Really.

Creepy.

I need to get to the bottom of this.

*****

So one night, i took pictures of my room.

I was so terrified i almost peed my pants. But i had to, and guess what?

I was right.

I knew it!

Oh.My.Gosh.

I saw the two things that have been staring at me ALL THE WHILE when i was using my laptop.

I shall upload the photo but if its too creepy for you, i advise you to look awayyyyy~

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Allow me to introduce the two new members added to my soft toy collection!

Meet Gingy, from Universal Studio Singapore!

And meet Rudolf, from Malaysia!

HEHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did i scare you? BAH! =D

If u peed your pants, kindly move quietly to the nearest toilet.

I promise i aint gonna laugh at you.

Hey yo!! :-D

2011-07-03T00:18:00.006+08:00

Back !!!!

Wooohoo!!!

Oh kay, i'm super hyper now. Sorry. I should tone that down a little before freaking you out..

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y my finals is O.V.E.R~~~

Don't ask me how i did, cause i think i did pretty badly. The papers were tough, i feel. Maybe cause of my lack of preparation and revision. I'm gonna be honest with you, i din't prepare well for this finals. I've been totally out of focus during study break... And my preparation was really last minute. It's just really tiring to study and study and still studyyyy... U know, I just come to realise that i've spent the last 10 years studying...

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW TIRING THAT IS!!!!!!

I have no idea how i managed to cramp all these stuffs last minute...

But i don't care i just want to pass!!!

Anyway, i'm back in JB and life's been AMAZING!!! Maybe a little more than amazing!!! I'm living the life i've always wanted. The meaningless life where you wake up and eat and go back to sleep. And i've never been happier :)

God is simply great. He's been my strength throughout this finals... I was really worried for my finals but He led me through. Thank you Lord for always blessing me eventho i don't think i deserve them. I'm going to church tomorrow, i promise i won't dose off in the middle of the sermon. :)

Okay peeps, i'm gonna go to sleep so that i've 100% concentration in church tomorrow. Have a great day !!! Life's gooooooood when you have great friends around :) :) :) You know, there are just some things that don't really change. Friends, are an example.

♥♥♥ Friends forever ♥♥♥

My first kiss

2011-05-24T20:37:00.005+08:00

went a little like this...

Ah huh, And twist...
:P

Meet Jake Gyllenhaal from source code :P

Oh well, it was my first ever CPR practice. Sad to say, i did it really badly... Maybe because it was my first kiss, was really nervous... -__-""

It was quite fun tho, the more you look at him, the more charming he gets. I wonder where did the lower part of his body go...

Finals is really approaching. I have to start studying, seriously. Just couldn't seem to find the study mood despite my shitty results... *big sigh*

Lets see my check list for last week...

[✓] Watch Fast 5
[✓] Eat McD

[✓] Get more sleep
[ ] Revision

OH CRAP. I NEED TO START MY REVISION NOW =)

And smile more. Cuz life has been great lately... :) :) :)

It's 2.22am

2011-04-28T02:28:00.007+08:00

to be exact. And i'm still awake when clearly, i need to be sleeping right now!

Went to starbucks and bought my first ever Frappucino Java Chips!

Okay, no big deal you probably would say. Whhhaatttt?! I know you've probably drank a million times before but its my first time so go away, you bummer!!!

I don't normally spend 10bucks on a cup of coffee but guess what, Starbucks is giving 50% off! woots woots~ AND, pizza is also giving 50% off selected pizza!!

whhhaattt?! oh yea, you heard me! :D

Maybe it's the caffein. Maybe it's my sweet tooth. Disrupting me from my sleep.

Okay i really gotta sleep now. Futsal practice tomorrow for the last time before IVG (intervarsity games). Keep ya fingers cross. Hope i don't break my leg :P

BTW, i'm so lovin' my jersey. The colour is green. GO GREEN!!! In short, its GG!

Ok now i'm just being lame. I'm going to bed now.

Oh wait, i haven't brush my teeth. :P

what can i say?

2011-04-23T16:34:00.003+08:00

This is a random rant of the week. If you already have a terrible day. Please don't read this. It aint gonna make your day any better but ten times worse.

Sorry, i really need to get things off my chest.

There have been so much happening lately. I don't even know where to begin. All i know is that all these things are slowly munching and feasting on the little energy still left of me. Forget about futsal practice, or squash practice, i'm talking about stuffs that bug your mind and bothers your conscience. Yes, everyone has been blowing their heads off trying to come out with a solution that would make everybody happy. But truth is, you can never please anyone, can you?

*****

I know i haven't been the very steady friend that you've always wanted me to be. I'm sorry for always being afraid to pick a side. Sad to say, i am a little timid. And i apologise for being a coward. But i'll never ever betray you, just in case you had any doubts about that. I know you're going through kind of a rough path yourself, just so you know i'll always be behind you, supporting you and defending you no matter what. I've been wanting to say this for a long time, so here goes...

" hey buddy, i've got your back! Don't worry... :) "

*****

I know i have been too selfish. All i care about is what i want. I'm sorry if you had to walk away with a scar in your heart, pretty convinced that friends are superficial and fake. I'm sorry that i played a part in proving to you friends will not be there when you need them too. And i know despite all these apologies, you don't feel any better. To be completely honest, I don't hate you, nor dislike you. I just don't really know you. You're just like a very distant friend to me. I don't really know anything about you.

*****

I'm sorry if you were hurt. I know how fragile a girl's heart can be. Because i am a girl too. I don't know if things will ever be the same again after all these, but i just want you to know i've always liked you. You're always so sincere, nice and sweet. You are always sacrificing and putting other people's interest in front of yours. I really admire this about you.

*****

This was supposed to be a happy thing. I realized that human beings will always be selfish and greedy. And i'm not any different. I know that i shouldnt be like this for God will never be happy with me, but it is too late to even try making things right. This whole conflict has ended, needless to say, it din't really end well. But what i can i say? I'm partly at fault too. And i'm not gonna deny that.

A day that blows.

2011-04-14T21:21:00.005+08:00

sometimes, i wonder if you've changed.

and then i realized, i'm in no position to wonder for i have not known you long enough.

but still, i choose to believe you have.

oh no, don't get me wrong. Change isn't such a bad thing. I always believe that people change.

Truth be told, i think i've changed too. And i think it was you who taught me how.

You know i'm sorry for always throwing you with sarcastic remarks and teases.

And i'm sorry for apologizing and yet still continue doing so.

You think i'm being self-centered. I just think it's self-defense. You think i'm being selfish. I just think i'm being protective.

Maybe one day, i'll teach you the art of self-defense. And you'll thank me for that.

Or maybe one day, i'll meet that someone that completely throws me off guard.

I know that i'm weak and fragile. But it's just something i'll never admit to.

Sometimes, i don't understand. Sometimes, i just don't see. Sometimes, i just don't get it.

Why things happen the way they do?

What is God trying to hint? Or what is He trying to do?

I know that my faith has flaws. My trust has loop holes. I know i did not turn out to be the child He has always wanted me to be.

But i did try. Don't say i never try. Maybe not hard enough, but i always go back to the point i started.

People say the world is round. I doubt so. It's rectangle in shape and when you reach the sharp edges, you'll fall so hard it breaks all the bones in you. You'll never be able to keep walking until you reach the point you started. In other words, you can never re-do what you did. And you can never go back to how things were.

But of course, life offers you the BEST !!! I don't know about yours but i think i'm having so much more than i deserve.

I should start counting my blessings and stop complaining...

and i should stop expecting too much... cause a wise man once said, expectation is like a double-edge sword.

I always feel that people should be happier. I don't understand emo-ness. I don't understand why one has to ruin a perfect day emo-ing about unimportant stuffs. I don't understand why being happy is so difficult. And i find it suffocating to be mad and angry. It just freaking eats up too much of my energy!

On a happier note, i'm so looking forward to the weekend. And then weekdays come afterwards :P

Just for laugh

2011-04-02T15:49:00.008+08:00

Here's a little joke for you ;)

Najib Tun Razak was visiting a chinese school.

In one class, he asks the students if anyone can give him an example
of a "tragedy."
One little boy stands up and offers that, "If my best friend who lives
next door is playing in the street when a car came by and killed him,
that would be a tragedy."
"No," Najib says, "That would be an ACCIDENT."
A girl raises her hand. "If a school bus carrying fifty children drove
off a cliff, killing everyone inside...that would be a tragedy."
"I'm afraid not," explains Najib. "That is what we would call a GREAT LOSS."
The room is silent; none of the other children dare volunteer.
"What?" asks Najib, "Isn't there anyone here who can give me an
example of a tragedy?"
Finally a boy in the back raises his hand. In a timid voice, he says,
"If an airplane carrying you and Datin Seri Rosmah was blown up by a
bomb, *that* would be a tragedy."
"Wonderful" Najib beams. "Marvelous! And can you tell me WHY that
would be a tragedy?"
"Well," says the boy, "because it wouldn't be an accident, and it
certainly would be no great loss!"

The Principal & Staff of the school got transferred out.

Laugh out loud right !!! ohh well, it's just a joke, dont take it so seriously :D cheer!

Here's another joke i came across on the facebook!!!

OMG !!!!! I was in the public toilets and had just squatted down, a voice from the next cubicle said "Hi !, how are you ?" Embarrassed, I said, "I'm doing fine". The voice said "So what are you up to ?". I said, "Just doing the same as you!". From next door, "Can I come over?". Annoyed, I said " rather busy right now". The voice said, "Listen, i will have to call you back, there's an idiot next door answering all my questions". repost if you laughed...:)

Happy April's Fool :)

2011-04-01T18:20:00.004+08:00

It's that day of the year where you can play all kinds of pranks on people without having to be scolded :) but here i am, miles away from friends, with no victim to play pranks on. Hmph!

I can't believe its FRIDAY already!!! Omg, how time flies... i could distinctly remember it was only Monday few minutes ago... I don't wanna go back to study =*(

I don't really know what to talk about in this post. Hmm, maybe i can entertain you with some stories and gossips... would that interest you? Hahaha, should i talk about how i saw a guard kissing a warden one night in hostel? Or should i talk about how my friend tried to go after a girl and ended up with a squashed broken heart? Or should i talk about how a friend left home and never came back? Or should i talk about the recent breakup of a friend?
(none of the above is true, except for one) TEEHEE.

Happy April's Fool peeps!
Can't pull a prank on you today, lucky you!!! But beware next year :D

I shall end this post with a joke...

Husband: everytime I make you cry, you never fight back. how do you manage your anger?
Wife: I clean the toilet seat...
Husband: How does it help?
Wife: I use your toothbrush!!!!

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha...

BANG !!!!!

2011-03-27T21:42:00.008+08:00

I think JB misses me so much that it gave me a huge welcome on the road today.

I had no idea the road had a surprise for me. While i was waiting for the traffic light to turn red, then BANG i got jerk forward and was stunned for 5 seconds. In that instant, i actually thought there was an earthquake.... and my mom was like, "Its an earthquake!!!" and she fell flat on the floor while i sprinted towards the boot for hiding.

(no i was just exaggerating, that dint happen :P)

Thank god because no one got hurt and the guy who banged me was a pretty nice guy :) Oh no no no, not the handsome-joseph-vincent looking kinda nice guy... just honest and responsible.

I think i kinda got a little over excited over this. Lols... it is my first ever accident on the road, kinda a big deal for me.. so do bear with me for a lil' while :)

The excitement to go home has not ceased a little ... in fact, despite the accident, i'm still all excited that i could spend one week at home, lazying around, planting mushrooms and growing fungus :)

Opps, right! Have you heard of my ALL TIME FAVOURITE song? It's called FRIDAY.. the lyrics are just flawless. GO go Go go GO listen... if you listen to it more, it'll stuck in your head like for days. Oh well at least that was what happened to my roomiee and me :)

Isnt he just sooooooo adorable.

I actually wanted to update more stuffs like those that happened for the past few weeks, but my fingers seemed reluctant to type.. Hahaha, okay, maybe next time. Will update more photos in the next post =) till then, let's just drool on joseph vincent shall we .. HEHE

3rd CA.

2011-03-20T22:26:00.004+08:00

starts tomorrow.

And what better paper to kick start the exam than OSCA?

Yes, it is a killer.

*shivers*

I no longer have any expectations. I just want to pass 2nd year FAST !!! Can't wait for 3rd year eventhough seniors said clinical would be pretty difficult. Oh well, as long as i don't have to study pharmaco. I mean, what's the point of studying pharmaco when the world probably is gonna end like REAL SOON .... Lols, drugs name ain't gonna save us. God's word will. :)

Sometimes, i hate exam so much that i wish the world would end soon. Before exams i mean. Lols. Childish me.

Caught my roomie chatting with stitchie.
I think pharmaco has made us do crazy things.
like talking to a soft toy. =p

BITE ME, PHARMACOLOGY!

** cant wait to go homeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

i am so busy i don't even remember my name.

been so occupied i hardly have time to look at myself in the mirror.

i looked horrible.

all i want is just to pass year 2 with a smile.

:)

Just for laugh

2010-12-20T10:15:00.005+08:00

Just a little joke to share with youuu.... NO, i dont have anything against blondes. I just dont know why people kept making fun of them..

A blonde walked into a store to buy curtains.

She went up to the salesman and said, "I want those pink curtains to fit my computer screen.
The salesman mentioned, "Computers don't need curtains."
The blonde said, "Hellooo…. I have windows!"

Here's another joke that i came across some few days back...

Three FASTEST means of Communication :
1. Telephone
2. Television
3. Tell a Woman

HAHAHAHA, have a good laugh readers. Cause 2010 is gonna end and 2011 is gonna be a good good year!

Happy 20th birthday...

2010-12-14T21:05:00.008+08:00

How did my birthday go? Let's just say this year's birthday was quite a memorable one.

I don't know which i prefer, a plain and normal birthday or a birthday that takes you on a emotional roller coaster ride. Well, it's not like i have a choice anyway.

A chain of events occurred in such short period of time and i did not prepare myself for that. I have no idea what i was signing up for but one thing for sure, i acted rashly and foolishly.

I took for granted everything that i had and threw it down the drain in that instant.

How naive of me.

But somehow, instead of feeling regretful or guilty which i usually do, i feel that it all happens for a reason. And i strongly believe that something good would come out of it.

This probably is what God wanted for me. Maybe it was a lesson God wanted me to learn. And i did. I'm happy how things turned out, but i'd be much happier if things turned out as i'd planned. But maybe its just not supposed to be.

For once i feel like i've grown so much in such a limited time. I wish you all the best. And i'm sure you'll wish me the same. Be a happy person cause you deserve to be happy as much as others do. I probably need some time to adjust to the sudden changes but don't you worry, i'll be fine. Or even more than fine. My cheering mechanism works well in me.

Deep down, i know this is for the better.

And i also know that this is a punishment from god. :)

SPECIAL THANKS TO :

* Zhan Huai, Zi Hui, Robson, Weng Terr, Jit Kin, Soo Ying, Min Fung, Yi Cheng, Carmen, Chi Chun, Mandy, Joyce & Kelvin for celebrating my birthday.

* My roomies, Soo ying, Zi Hui & Min Fung for the surprise cake on 12am sharp.

* The sweet couple for the beautiful starbucks waterbottle. I'll use it well and promise to drink twice as much coffee as before.

* And those who msg me and called me. And never forget you, who sent me a cute mms!!!

* Lastly, you who is always there for me when i'm down. I appreciate it alot.

Thank you guys!!! :)

I'll still be the Serenne you've always liked despite it all !!!

And i promise the next post will be a happier and jovial one!!!

I'm still me,

2010-12-07T23:54:00.009+08:00

just a better version of me.

A few days more before i turn 20...
And here's a little piece of something i'd like to say to 19..

Thank you for sticking with me through this entire year. Despite the mistakes i had made all along the way, i have always been excused and forgiven. Probably because 19 is still considered as a teenager. It's gonna be a big step to take transiting from 19 to 20... well, cause when you're 20, you're no longer considered as a teenager. You're called a young adult now. And its a little scary to come to think of it.

Here's a random thing to mention just for fun...
"Surveys show that the 3 little words that women really want to hear from men are: I'll cook dinner ..."
Truth be told, i always find guys that do chores and cookings extremely attractive..
I'm just saying... :D

I've listed out a few little things to improve on when i reach 20. One thing i should stop doing is lying to myself. I love lying to myself. I don't know why. You see when i started my second year, i too made a list of things to improve on, a few things such as going to study area / library at least trice a week, read up lecture notes at the end of the day, breakfast every morning, go to classes punctually and make notes diligently etc...
It is not even half way through my list and i'm already feeling this whole junk of guilt thrown on my shoulder. Not even one thing i've succeeded doing, in fact, i think i was worse in 2nd year than in 1st year. I'm awesome, am i not... =(

UGH!!!
I REALLY SHOULDNT BE MISSING CLASSES OR SHOULDNT BE WATCHING KOREAN DRAMAS TILL LATE NIGHT.

Oh, great, i've finally got that off my chest. Puffff, feeling much better now. I need to change, i really do. Like change for the better you know. And this probably is the 238473829th time i've said it. But well, wanting to change is the first step of success. No? Okay maybe not, but lie to me please?

So here's what i'm gonna improve on. I'm gonna be a more responsible person. I know my dad will be EXTREMELY PROUD when he hears this. He's been nagging me to be a more responsible person since i knew how to talk. Honestly, i was never good with responsibilities. I think i was never good in anything admirably good. I mean, all the good traits went to my sister, which is why i look up to her all the time. She's an angel and i'm kinda the devil. But whichever way, i love her to bits, she's my bestfriend, my soulmate & my best sister :)

Reality sucks. You cant get the best of both worlds. Its either this way or the other. So i guess, this is where decision had to be made. I'm a step closer towards maturity i guess. Come to think of it, I was never good at making decisions. Maybe because in the past, i relied too much on my mom and now i had to stand on my own feet that i realized just how hard it could be when a decision needed to be made. I've learnt a alot and i've grown a little along the way. I've never been happier knowing you. And i thank god for that, really.

In the past, i remember making decisions that i regretted, probably till this day. It wasnt easy living with guilt i'll tell you that. And because of that i was never brave enough. When it comes to making a decision i'll always runaway and hide. Well, now i can say that i'm stronger and braver because now i realized that making mistakes is probably the best way to learn and grow. I've no clue on how the future might be, but i do believe that there is always a U-Turn along the way.

So here i am. Ready for a new beginning, whatever it might be. The question is, are you ready for the new me? :)

Happy 20th birthday in advance. I'm already looking forward to whats about to come.

What i've been up to, really?

2010-11-13T12:32:00.010+08:00

You really wanna know?
You really really wanna know?

You kinda kinda have to be really really sure you really really wanna know then i'd consider telling telling you... (it kinda kinda rhymes yeah?)

Alright, pardon my lameless cause apparently that's what i do best. What i've been up to, really, is being so friggin' busy with continuous lectures and countless labs and never ending dance practices. And when i say busy, i mean very very very busy...... like the only time i have for myself is at night.

It seems that the one word that i mentioned most frequently in my blog is "busy". Seriously go count them...And if really go count them, that means you're so damn free and i hate you for that.. :P

Well, lab has been extremely brutal to us. Especially tech lab, everyone has been busy working on their trial dentures and some of us really got so bloody frustrated. I think the correct word should be "pek cek". It kinda made everyone grumpy which is really fun to see... :D

After pouring pop (plaster of paris) to the wax rims, its time to stuck those annoying teeth into the wax rims.

It was so pek cek adding those teeth.
I was so close to throwing those teeth into the bunsen burner.

Tadahhhh~
I've finished adding teeth to the upper and lower dentures. THANK GOD!
Doesnt look nice i know, but for someone who sucks in craftworks like me,
this looks quite bloody amazing already.

So this is what has been going on in tech lab. And as for sim lab, we had to make models from natural teeth. It's rather fun in sim lab for me cause i've no idea which lecturer is gonna give me a nice scolding for chit-chatting away. Isn't that exciting? :-/

What is wrong with the weather lately? It's like the end of the world or something. It's been raining non-stop !!! But I LOVE IT !!! Cause my room would be like a furnace if it doesnt rain ... and if Aimst was flooded, maybe i'd have a longer holidays! YAY~~~
(no offense to those whose houses were flooded)

And of course, i'd like to congratulate the guys on their win in the basketball competition! You guys were awesome !!! Second place, not bad !!! :)

Lastly, i wanna thank the awesome God for healing my sister who has been sick for days prior to exams. It was a struggle being sick few days before exams and being so far away from home only makes things worse. I've been so so so worried... But now she's fine and her exams are over so halleluyah to that!!! Take good care of yourself jie jie, please dont make me worry again.

I so cant wait to celebrating Christmas and New year with you!
Love you and miss you, forever and always!

Wow, this is a long post. Thank you for sticking till the very end. Might not have the time to update any new post for the time being. So take care my lovely readers, till my next post, take care and dont miss me! :P

p/s : prom is next week. *screams*

Second year, First CA. Over & Done with.

2010-11-01T02:16:00.010+08:00

I am back.

And no words could describe how much i missed home.

How much i missed the anticipating smiles i get when my parents see me.

The tight squeeze-the-breath-out-of-you hugs my mom gives just so i know how much she has missed me.

Wow, there is so much happiness in the air.

Yes, i'm happy. Reason simply being, i am back at home.

Well, i started my second year months ago and i cant imagine how fast time flies. I've finished my first CA, which means there are two more CAs and one finals on the way. It might seemed months away, but trust me, time flies especially when you're so bloody busy with cheerleading and dances and labs and classes. I seriously think the speed of time is as fast as the speed of light.

But whatever it is, i'm still happy for having all these shyts happening in my life in Aimst. I mean, having something happening is always better than not having anything right? Dull and boring life sucks and you know it. :P

Being happy is easy. All you have to do is strive to be happy. I always believe that happiness comes from deep within. I know it's easier said than done. But don't you think it's worth a try?

I also understand that not everybody is as blank as me. Some people have a lot of thinking to do each day. Some people face a little more difficulty than others when it comes to being happy.

We often complicate the simplest things in life. Because it's just our nature to complicate things. So, perhaps looking things at a different perspective could simplify it. Or just leave it all to God cause He knows what's best.

For whatever the future might bring, i'm terrified. I wish i would never make mistakes. I wish i would never regret not trying. I wish i would never repeat my mistakes. I wish i would never hurt people i care. I wish love could be simpler. I wish the correct path could be clearer. Sighhhhh, if only wishes are meant to be fulfilled.

Yeah, i'm just randomly rambling about some stuffs that got me thinking for the past few weeks. Well, guess what, i decided to not think about any of these anymore. Many brain cells had died innocently because of this. Gees, stop the killing already!

No matter how much you think, you're not gonna make things any easier. So what the heck, just be happy and enjoy this one week of Deepavali Holidays.

Isn't it awesome spending holidays with people you love and adore? Hell yeah !!!!!!!! :)

I got scolded

2010-10-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

TWICE.

in sim lab for some lame shyts i did.
(Fyi, its the place where students show professional behaviors. Or at least that was what i was told.)

Well, it happened last week but i felt like blogging about it now because that pile of pathology notes are boring me out. And i'm just trying to runaway from reality ...

That's what i do best when exams are approaching. Don't ask me why.

The first time i got scolded was because i smiled/giggled too much, i think. I was seriously just smiling... like this :P :P :P

Maybe i have a silly smile. Or retarded if that makes you happy.

Gees, I'm sorry okay, my mom gave birth to me like that !!!

♥ I'm so tired of mugging. Hate last minute studying. No idea why i just never seem to learn my lesson. Hmmphhh !!! I'm gonna start my revision earlier next module.
LOL, like that's gonna happen.

They got scolded too because i asked them to take photos with me.
PAISEH lah -___-"""

That's just what you get for being serenne's friend.
UNLIMITED TROUBLES =O
you're welcome!

I'm sorry

2010-10-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

for taking you for granted...

Be it in the past, present or future,

please forgive me.

you know who you are

10.10.10

2010-10-10T11:39:00.005+08:00

A day that only comes by once a thousand year...

You'll have to wait for another thousand year for this day.

Probably by that time you've already turned into Petroleum..

But Hey, what's the big Hoo-Haa about this day?

There's nothing to celebrate about this day.

Seriously, it's just like any other day.

Yes, i'm jealous of whoever you are that's celebrating.

Because i cant.

Because my exam is next week.

And all i can do is stay in my room and stare at my notes.

What's the point of studying so much when the world is probably gonna end in 2012?

i.hate.exams.

and whoever you are that dont have to study on this day. :P

First CA !!! screams

2010-10-09T18:07:00.006+08:00

It's always this time around that i'll update my blog like i'm so friggin free with nothing else better to do.

When i was on holidays, i couldnt bothered to update my blog, and now that my exam is coming soon, i update my blog like nobody's business.

Actually, i've got something way better to do like playing farmville on facebook.

Or playing guitar to annoy my roomie.

My exam is in a week's time. And i've still got so much yet to cover. I couldnt remember what i studied in Pathology and i'm starting to doubt that i have a brain.

This is the place where i study. LOL, i guess that explains why i get distracted easily.

I'm going back to mugging. Good luck people for the coming exams.

I should've started my revision earlier. Sigh. Screw me.

I will try

2010-10-05T01:02:00.014+08:00

being a better friend....

because you deserve it.

And i'm sorry for being how i've been..

but you see, i've been like this ever since i could remember..

so please give me time.

i'll try to change, friend.

:)

I will be there when you need me.

All you have to do is just come to me... :)

Just a little thing to share with you readers,
i came across it on facebook, written by a good friend of mine :)

魚說：你看不見我眼中的淚，因為我在水中.......

水說: 我能感覺你的淚，因為我在你的心中........

朋友.不一定合情合理.但一定窩心

不一定形影不離.但一定惺惺相惜

不一定錦上添花.但一定雪中送炭

不一定常常聯絡.但一定放在心上

The best way to avoid disappointment

2010-10-03T00:37:00.009+08:00

is to not expect anything from anyone..

This is what i've been trying to learn.

No one owes you anything. So suck up all your problems and face it alone.

Don't expect anything from anybody cause the chances of them disappointing you is high.

If life gives you shit, take it and eat it. HAHAHA
(nah, i'm just kidding)

No, i've not been emo. In fact, i've been happy...
So don't worry eventhough i know you readers probably dont give a damn.

Enough of craps...

So, here's a short update on how I've been...

Life's been so so so terribly busy...

I've been vomiting every now and then due to the hectic schedule.

Yeah i'm exaggerating cause that's what i do best...

Everyday is filled with endless classes and labs..

It's literally squeezing the life out of me.

Trying to stay awake during classes seemed to be by daily mission.

Oh, and trying to not do anything impulsive, like punching YOU KNOW WHO during his lectures.

I'm not looking forward to another day cause it'd mean that exams are nearer...

HEYYY but i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow...

whee, cause tomorrow its PENANG DAY!

And i'm so going to see Zac Efron tomorrow..

Probably going to sing K tomorrow as well..

I
So
Can't
Wait

TADAAAAA

Charlie St. Cloud

I heard it's a meningful and touching story.
And doesnt he look so so so so hot?
I'm gonna go dream now...
good night peeps
:)

Oh,and on a totally unrelated note...

3 little kittens found camping in Aimst cafe.
MEOW~
MEOW!

Seven days without god makes a weak !!!

2010-09-16T13:13:00.004+08:00

I came across this on the internet, so felt like sharing it with you people that are still alive and still reading my blog...... LOL!

Days Without GOD
Sinday
Mournday
Tearsday
Wasteday
Thirstday
Frightday
Shatterday

Seven days WITHOUT GOD
makes one WEAK!!!

It makes sense... Life without God is empty and meaningless. :)

And for some reasons, i Thank God for everything that had happened, is happening and will happen in the future. :)

Will try updating my blog if i've the time =p

Hello....

2010-05-01T11:31:00.009+08:00

peeps!! what's doing you? :P

I'm so very the sorry... not really actually :p for not updating my blog. I've been really busy with everything from sports to guitar to church to eat to study to cats and dogs.. etc.. POINT IS, i've been really busy!!!! *scream*

or at least thats what i want you to believe. XD

This is just gonna be a short post... i really wanted to update about the recent Adsalympic. Reason simply being because i won a medal in it... ^__^ LOL... no i'm just kidding. But seriously yeah i did win... but frankly most of the people won something... :p

Just a month left before finals. I'm not scared, just terrified. Almost shit on my pants whenever i think bout it. Sighhh...... gotta really start revising like for REAL..

Anyway,

I just wanted to share a little thing with you.. I had like the WILDEST THOUGHT yesterday night... felt like i suddenly need to grow up and be matured... stop acting childish and stuffs... it's just like a really really random thought i know... but sometimes i feel it's time for me to grow up and start taking things seriously. Take up some responsibilities and stuffs.....

BUT seriously frankly and honestly, you think i'm being childish too? =(

maybe it's really the time to grow up.

I just wish time could slow down.

Just for a little while.

I really dont wanna grow up. :(

B-U-S-Y !!!! SO BLOODY BUSY!!!!!

2010-04-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

O-M-G.

It has been the BUSIEST weeks of my life in AIMST.

Wasn't able to breathe at all because time is simply not enough.

And when i get the chance to breathe, i was way too tired.

If i were to use ONE WORD to describe the past few weeks,

it would be... " shit "

LOL, alright, okayyy, that probably wont be the word i use to describe but i hardly had the time to shit at all..... nahh, just joking. But SERIOUSLY. I was THAT busy.

Our dentistry sports day is just around the corner and i was involved in some of the events... The one activity that has been keeping everyone busy is Cheerleading. We had practice like EVERY SINGLE DAY.... and to make matter worse, i suffered from the WORST CRAMP ever... Seriously, i had never experienced this serious cramp before. It's tearing my muscles apart...

T.T

If you think i'm crying. Well, i am not.

Despite all these, i am happy. Happy because i was able to experience counteless of things i never thought i'd have the chance to experience. An example would be cheerleading. I had never imagined myself taking part in cheerleading, not to mention wearing mini skirt, dancing away in front of a crowd. This is HUGE for me and hell yeah i'm gonna savour every moment of it.

5 years from now... when i graduate from my course, i'd be looking back with a smile on my face. Indeed my life in aimst has been interesting and fun. It's worth it after all. :)

eventhough i've been so lagging behind in my studies, NO DOUBT IT HAS BEEN THE MOST MEANINGFUL WEEKS OF MY LIFE IN AIMST !!!

I'd like to thank YOU for not taking a NO for an answer. You are the reason i'm in cheerleading.
cheng zi hui, sincerely thanking you from the bottom of my heart.

lets do this guys! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8~~~~~~~~~

Life is short.

2010-03-07T23:35:00.009+08:00

let's not waste it studying for exams.

While everyone is busy studying their heads off...

I'm feeling restless in my room.

Notes are scattered all over that tiny little table...

By the way,

I came across this poem in the internet which i find it really awesome...

So decided to post it.. :)

Now I sit me down to study,
I pray the Lord I wont go nutty.
If I should fail to learn this junk,
I pray the lord I will not flunk.
But if I do, don't pity me at all,
Just sit my butt down in study hall.
Tell my parents I did my best,
Then pile my books apon my chest.
Now I lay me down to rest,
And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test.
If I should die before I wake,
That's one less test I'll have to take.

I dislike exams.
Cuz exam depresses me.
And i wont be able to smile as frequent as i do ...

:(

OMGosh ...... CA 3... & avatar =)

2010-03-02T11:57:00.006+08:00

Hello peeps !!!

I know i haven't been a good blogger, really sorry for not updating you about what's going on in my life...

You wanna know what's going on in my life?

I'll tell you what's going on ...

I'm going I-N-S-A-N-E !!!

That's what going on.................

3rd CA is next week and there are SO MANY things to cover..... literally squeezing every breath out of me... Everyone is going thru this so that makes me feel much better.. : )

Anyways, the whole avatar fever hasn't really gone away yet... I still wish i could be an avatar so that i wont have to study all these craps. *hehe*

This is how i would look like if i were to become an avatar... ~ :p

Looks like me right.. :p

Will update another post after my 3rd CA !!!
Oh yea, i'm coming back soon for 1 week, so JAYBEE, wait for me!!!
Till then, good luck batchmates...if you feel like you're on the verge of breaking down, you're not alone. =D

Btw... mr.bean would look like this...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Laugh-out-loud.

Random post of nothingness .. ^_^

2010-01-10T02:10:00.003+08:00

Welcome to a new decade.... 2010 !!!

EXCITED, aren't you????

I know it's been YEARS since my last update on my blog, am really sorry for being busy, not like i have a choice, had to study cause my exam was last week......

SIGH... =(

I've so many things to say but dont know where to even start....

Let's see, ohhh, i haven't updated you about the NEW YEAR...

Haven't updated you about how i spent my two weeks in JayBee either...

and i haven't updated you about my new year resolution ...

Wowww... so many things to do with so little time!!!

Hmm, this is gonna be a short post, am just taking a break after watching a non stop season 1 & 2 of the big bang theory series... :) my eyes are getting blurry...

@_@ <--- SEE!!!

This is just a random post of nothingness, just thought i should update my blog so you'd know i'm still alive. Was kinda having a VERY VERY SERIOUS homesick syndrome last week, no idea why or how the hormones on my body works, but i've been tearing up once in a while when i hear my mom's voice on the phone... T.T

I know what you're thinking. Weak, isn't it?

BUT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MISSING HOME OKAY!!!!!!!!!

i need to calm down. sorry, side effects of too much radiation from laptop... oh kayy... i gotta go back... have got some really productive things to do.... GAMING is productive btw and so dont argue with me... bye bye and muackz cuz I am in a good good mood today. ^_^

Hey Mom & Dad, your little girl has got a BLOG !!!

2010-01-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry that you guys are not the first few to know about this blog of mine.. *grin*
well, i admit i was a little worried about letting you guys know cause....pls dont be mad..
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you guys would know all the activities that's happening over here in Aimst and that you'd see how much i enjoy my life and soon, will start panicking about my studies. =p

oh no, dad's gonna nag me!!! Argghhh... :-D
oh no, mom's gonna brainwash me!!! Arghhhh... :-D

*mom & dad, i can see u smiling over there*

So basically, this blog is about all the little dumb and stupid things that happen in my life as an Aimst-er. So, if you think that your little girl has grown up, NO, i haven't. Still as childish as always, still need your guidance as much as i needed before, still want to talk nonsense and crap with you and still want to stick with you like i used to. :)

So, mom and dad. This blog is dedicated to you. So that you'll know what's happening in my life. Before you utter a word, mom and dad, my studies are under control. See mom, i always believe that its not about how much you spend staring at your notes, but more about how much you absorb with the little time you spend. ^__^

I dislike studying for long long hours. Thats why i chose dentistry. And i'm sure you know that too. So dont worry about me. I've God here guiding every step that i take, and i'll look up to Him whenever i stumble and fall. Of course i'll be needing you too, so, you can always expect a phone call from me if anything happens to me.

I love you!!!
Forever & Always!!!

love,
your never growing up little girl.
^__^

The first post for 2010...
Officially opening ceremony of my BLOG!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! :) :) :)

2009-12-25T12:40:00.005+08:00

Its the season of giving and receiving...

So, here's what you gotta do...

This year...

You'll be giving, and i'll be receiving~!!

Sounds fair rite? :O i know...

Well, i ain't gonna ask for impossible things anymore...

So... here is what i want.

I want an AVATAR... and if it's too costly to even produce one, well, an IKRAN will do. Really.

If you can't give me that, then i guess i have to resort to electric guitar. Yup, u still can buy me one, i dont mind. :p

HAHAHAHA~~~~~~

Pure lameless is cool by the way. :)

Alright...... gonna be serious...

I represent the people of Pandora, wishing you, the earth people a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS. Have fun, enjoy, but never forget the significance of this day which is the birth of Jesus Christ two thousands years ago...

Now that you've had the celebration, the party, the countdown etc etc...
shall remind you bout the coming CA.. !!!!! Another week more, so if you haven't studied, i'd suggest you to migrate to Pandora.

Everything GLOWS there, so don't worry...

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE !!!!!
SEE YA ALL IN PANDORA. BYE~~~~~~

December 11......yes, it's T-H-E day.

2009-12-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

No, i din't get my dream electric guitar on my birthday.
But instead, i got something better.

No, it wasn't made of the best quality wood. It din't have the solid steel strings. Nor it came with the name Gibson or Fender.
Not that i expected a real guitar. But i never actually expected a gift that could make me happier than getting the real guitar.
I know how much effort you guys put in to make this possible. From scrap and little pieces of polyform that don't quite fit together to a lovable rock guitar.

THANK YOU !!!

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Never forgetting you...
who made a very memorable gift for me. A book that consist of little details of the precious memories we shared together. It is not just like any other books, it is a book that i will read in so many years to come and still manages to put a smile on my face. A book of love, care & friendship.

Like what you've written in the last page, may this journey goes on forever and never coming to an end. For whatever that might come in the future, i'm looking forward. :)
THANK YOU !!!

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AND YOU ...
who still prepared cute little jellies with little pieces of chocolates coverings on top even though you were having exams on that time. Thank you for the present. I think you still remember how much i wanted the both of us to share the same rings. And you got it for me.

THANK YOU !!!
Best Friendship Forever~

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And of course YOU...
sorry to disappoint you on your birthday. I'm feeling so guilty now. But you still got me this. You know how terrible my fashion sense is. Not sure if i could wear this necklace on a casual t shirt without making a fool of myself, but i'll still try. Might need your advice and comment when i do.

THANK YOU !!!
may we still hold on to that wonderful memories we once shared. :)
Friendship forever~

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And you trio...(always bising-bising in the room)
For buying this beautiful t-shirt.
Really love the wordings. Know why you bought this. Cuz its true. Anything can happen when i'm around. Whee~ you just boosted my self-esteem to a higher level. Being not a show-off kinda person but i definitely will love to wear this in public.

THANK YOU !!!

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And finally all of you who celebrated for me. Thank you for spending the time even though you guys were rushing to somewhere else later. And those who sms-ed me or called me. Thanks for remembering my birthday. It was a special day, and i'm glad to have celebrated with you special people. ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ I'm missing home. And my friends back there. Can't wait to see you guys and hang out.

♥ My exam is coming really soon. I shall skip the part where how i wasted my time doing things that i know i would end up feeling guilty about. Will start my revision as soon as i know where to start. Lol~ nahh, will start my revision once i see my MAMA & PAPA 's face.

♥ Will spend my two solid weeks at home. *yay*
Another *yay* as my jie jie is coming back. *yay*yay*
Awww.. so missing you already.

♥ good luck people!!! 2nd CA is so much t-o-u-g-h-e-r....biochemistry especially. -__-""
Wishing those who aim for distinctions to get distinctions. Those who aim for pass to get distinctions as well.

as my saying goes... 随便随便读就能进DEAN LIST !!!!

The first week of December...

2009-12-08T21:09:00.016+08:00

So sorry for not updating my blog...
Have been rather busy gaming...
Forget about making me feel guilty, am numb to that already...
I'm procrastinating more often than usual..
And i'm slacking like the exam is next year...
which is in fact next year... only that it's 3 weeks awayyy!!!!!!!!

Gosh.. -_-xxx

Alright..
i'll summarize everything in this post..
so here we go!!!!!!!!
go...go....go...
fire in the hole...

****BOOM****

On 3rd Demember I went to eat Tao Sushi. If you don't know where is it, it's in Autocity. A stone's throw away from Aimst. I mean as in, two days to reach there if you walk and an hour if you drive.
It was my FIRST TIME eating there and it was the eat-as-much-as-you-want-till-you-vomit buffet. As all kiasu malaysians would do, we EAT till we VOMIT. And actually one of us did. The rest got stomachache.

The place was nice, service was good and the SUSHI was TERRIFIC !! Fingers licking good.

Don't believe?
See for yourself..

Scalap anyone?

They called it the "blood fish".. <-- mandarin translation

And i heard this fish is friggin' expensive if you buy it outside.
And so, what would a typical malaysian do?
We eat till the restaurant ran out of it.
:p

Don't know what this is called. I'll call it food. XD

Very proud to say that I was the one driving back.
Would like to thank my 3 housemates for dragging me along and for being so persistent.
And you, Robson for tagging along eventhough you din't want to at first.
No regrets ya?
Shall upload a few of our group photos cuz i know you so wanna see!!! ^__^ teehee~

The torn among the roses.

I know you're a very fortunate guy.

Cheers~

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On the 6th of December, 3 days after 3rd of December, 5 days away from 11th December....
It's Robson's birthday !!!
I know you're excited as much as me, cuz it's 5 days awayyyyyy........................... XD XD XD
The initial plan was celebrating for him in cafe with a roti milo. Cuz we were pretty much broke already. He din't like it and threw tantrum the entire night. Sad.

So we had no choice but to go to.....
EXTERNAL ZONE for STEAMBOT !!!!!!
No idea where is it? I think it's located deep within the woods of sungai petati. Hmm....
Steambot was good.

Hope you like your birthday present.
Zi hui & Zhan Huai took a lot of time and effort making it.

Anyway, if you plan to go for steambot, remember to bring a towel along. :D
Hope you had lots of fun. Went home with our clothes sticking like glue on our backs. It was the "hottest and sweatiest" birthday ever~ So, happy birthday!!!!!

Hello Mister December...

2009-12-03T22:18:00.006+08:00

ITS DECEMBER....

And you do know, you should know, you must know, that there is one special day in December ...

What is that day?

-_- i aint gona tell u, u gotta figure it out urself... :p

Now that you already know, there is no way you can ignore this.

Now that you've read this post, there is no way you can runaway.

So what do you do next?

Continue reading lahh... dumbo.. -___-

THIS IS A CHAIN LETTER!!! ONCE YOU HAVE READ THIS, A PRESENT MUST BE GIVEN BEFORE DECEMBER 11 OR ELSE SOMETHING TERRIBLE WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. THIS CHAIN LETTER IS NOT LIKE THOSE THAT YOU RECEIVE FROM EMAILS. BAD THINGS REALLY HAPPEN TO THOSE THAT DO NOT LISTEN TO THE INSTRUCTIONS. I AM WARNING YOU HERE... GO BUY A PRESENT AND SEND IT WITHIN A WEEK!!!! WHAT'S THE DATE AGAIN? OHH YA... DECEMBER 11...
I'M DOING YOU A FAVOUR. I DON'T WISH TO SEE ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN TO YOU. WHY? BECAUSE I CARE FOR YOU. AND SINCE I'M SO SINCERE, DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD DO SOMETHING TO REPAY ME BACK? YUP.. DECEMBER 11 IS THE DAY.

ITS REALLY A CHAIN LETTER. I'M SERIOUS!! DON'T BELIEVE? TAKE A LOOK AT MY SERIOUS FACE.

^___^ <--- there you go..

okay, enough of all the nonsense. Was just fooling around with you. I don't expect anything from you which is a lie. I din't realize how time flies until someone reminded me that it's already December. The last month of the year. The last month before new year. The last month of 2009.

What was i doing last December of 2008? All i could remember was that it was one of the BEST month i ever had last year. Hmm, quite a number of things happened to me last December. Bitter and sweet. Sour and salty. I celebrated my birthday in December and it was one of those i will never ever forget. * giggles *

There was Christmas where i celebrated it in Sungai Petani for the first time in my entire life. A different kind of Christmas i would say. And I had so much fun hanging out with my best friend and church's bro and sis.

And it was that month that i left Aimst for my 8 months holidays after my finals. Good bye Aimst and Jaya Cathering food, i said to myself. I'm going back to my home where flies don't matter no more and where food taste just as good even without cooking it. Shame on you Jaya Cathering. Din't know if i could make it back for the course i wanted, but thank god i did. And now i'm back and life has been so awesome ..........

All i can say is that i'm really thankful and grateful to God for what he has provided me with. He knows what's best for me, which is why i'm having all these right now. I'm contented. All is left for me to ask for is just an electric guitar .......

Lol...

You guys probably would whack the hell out of me. I love wishing for the impossible. So just bear with me. Everything will be back to normal after December 11 . I promise.

Will attach a photo just in case you don't know what kind of guitar to buy for me.

Yup, i want a BURNING GUITAR. Not too greedy am i?

My lovely friends....
I.am.waiting...
whee~~~

I'm so NOT excited.. ^____^ (part 2)

2009-11-29T22:25:00.016+08:00

I'm so not excited to come back to this jungle.... :(
Aimst is like the last place i'd choose if i were given a choice between Aimst and Hell. :(
And studying is what i'd have nightmares dreaming about at night.... :(
But time passed by and we had to sink into the reality that this FUN is coming to an END. :(

4 days of holidays = 4 days of non-stop fun

We had a BLAST spending quality time in Zhan Huai's house. Ok, maybe not that "quality" cause the guys basically gamed the whole day, but we had fun. Like we had all the fun accumulated for the entire year. -___- Yes, i was exaggerating. But it was fun hanging out with you guys. :)
The 4 days were gone in a PUFF. I dint know time could pass by so swiftly. It was like there were only 15 hours given to us per day. Haha... Anyway, we lost track of the time in Zhan Huai's house and that when it came to Sunday, all of us hugged and cried. I was kidding. :p *so dramatic*

So what we did in the 4 days were...
Play, play, play, and play some more.

We gamed like there is no tomorrow and watched movies like there was no yesterday.

this is where we gamed. woohoo~

Random pic with us ready to GAME !!! :)

The six of us brought laptop and we played Glaive Master and Counter Strike. Btw, i wasnt a noob at all. *winks* :)

Thanks to the small cinema in Zhan Huai's house, we watched so many movies. We had a tough time looking for a movie that suits everybody's taste, almost quarreled. LOL~ Anyways, the movies that we watched were...
i) Resident Evil (all of the series)
two thumbs up !!! hee-hee
ii) Mama mia
the songs are nice to sing along, but only a few managed to stay conscious throughout the movie =p
iii) Orphan
best horror movie i've ever watched. not a huge fan of horrors, but this movie really pumped up my BP level.
iv) Die Hard 4
another great action movie. But it was really DIE HARD. The main actor doesnt seem to die, which is rather ridiculous.
v) Halloween
LOL. This movie doesnt make sense and is extremely annoying. I'm still angry with this movie. Really angry.

This is the group photo taken before breakfast...

Take a closer look...TADAA~
All credit goes to, the love birds, Zhan Huai & Zi Hui and Soo ying!!! :)

And we have fried rice for lunch... Specially prepared by Zhan Huai & Zi Hui...

The time and effort you guys took to prepare such awesome meal for all of us are beyond praise. Thank you so so so much for everything......... :)

We also brought our guitars along...:p
and so we sing or rather scream our lungs out!!!

We seriously had the time of our lives. So thank you once again to Zhan Huai for making all these possible.

Will upload the last photo for this post... TEEHEE!
Love you guys so much ^__^~

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I know that once i'm back in Aimst, the moment the happiness fades away, guilt will sink in. Nothing but endless guilt. I'm feeling the guilt creeping in right now as we speak. I guess those four days were meant for revision and studying? No?

HEY BUT WE STILL HAVE 2 WEEKS OF STUDY BREAK RIGHT?
SO, WHAT THE HELL!!!! =)
I'm so not guilty. :D

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Here goes the last post for November..
Good bye November..
Hello December..

i am so excited. ^____^ (part 2)

2009-11-25T10:28:00.007+08:00

CAN YOU FEEL MY EXCITEMENT???

IT'S HOLIDAYS MY FRIENDS and I CANT WAIT !!!!

We'll be having holidays for four days altogether. Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday...

WOWW ~~

God finally answered our prayers.. we seriously need a break from all the revision and studying !! ^___^ hee hee... haa haa ... I just cant stop smiling.. =p

Here's our plan.
We'll play on Thursday....and we'll play on Friday. Then we play on Saturday and then Sunday. And we'll start studying on Monday... awesome plan rite... =)=)=)
i know, i know...

All of us will be hanging out in Alor Star, stay overnight there...and we'll also be eating and shyting there....

And honestly, i can't wait .. >.>

There's been something seriously wrong with my attention span lately...
I just dont seem to be able to focus on my studies for long....
Maybe it's just like one of those days where you just dont have the right mood to study...
*node your head with agreement*
Knew you'd understand. -__-

Anyways,
gonna go for my next biochemistry class...
and i seriously dislike chemistry as much as i dislike Mariah Carey.
LOL... really, i'm not kidding.

ohh yea...
Will upload some photos on our trip...so, till then~ BYEEEEEeeeee !!!!! =D

i.so.cant.wait.for.new.moon.
teehee~

2009-11-24T22:51:00.001+08:00

Question of the day.
What is your first impression of me?

When you first meet me, or say hie to me, i'd most probably greet you with a wave and a silly smile. I did that for so many years that i dont realize me doing so until one of my friends pointed out. Lol, i did it so very often that it kinda came naturally. Well, i guess, if you're nice to me, i'd be nice to you too.

You see, once you get to know me, you'll find me a little crazy. I laugh, i joke, and i go insane when i'm very happy/excited. I guess that's why people dont take me seriously sometimes. I'm fine with that. You dont have to take me seriously, but that doenst mean you can push me over.

When things happened, I might get mad or upset. But that doesnt mean i care. I just really dont understand why is there HOMOSAPIEN like that still exist in this world. So, don't blame me if i get mad. Like I've said, you don't have to take me seriously. But....that doesn't mean you can push me over. Cuz you might fall off the cliff by pushing too hard. :)

There are a few kinds of people that i cant stand. I know i sound so bad and mean when i say that, but heyyyy.. i'm sure no matter how ANGELIC you're, there will always be a group of people with certain behaviors or characters that you can't stand. Right? I'm only just a human, a very bad one, and i have my dislikes too.

So here is to everything, that's coming down to nothing. It's a waste of time to begin with. Shouldnt have started cause it aint gonna end well. I'm talking about a friendship. A true friendship i mean. So do you still offer a true friendship to people that don't actually need one but pretend to, for some other motives?

The answer is No.

Don't waste your time and effort, Serenne. :)

:) hee hee..

-case closed-

生日快乐。。

2009-11-22T22:57:00.003+08:00

在茫茫人海中，我们相遇。。
中学生涯认识了你，却当时还不熟悉。。
总觉得你怪怪的。。哈哈。。
玩呀玩，闹啊闹，很快的五年就过去了。。
当时的我却没有好好的认识你。。

去年，很奇妙的，
上帝给我这个机会让我真正的认识你。。
一起来读AIMST是我的注意。。
真的没想到你会跟我一起读FOUNDATION。。
去年发生了好多好多不愉快的事情。。
大多数的都是因我而起。。
突然觉得，我还蛮对不起你的。。
可能现在的你，偶尔还会想起。。
可能现在的你，也不在意了。。

起初还觉得你怪怪的。。
让我很难去理解你的一举一动。。
有时我真的不明白你的原理。。
我知道我们都有不同的思想。。
我也知道我了解你还不到一半。。
但是我要谢谢你让我踏入你的心。。
虽然只是那么的一下下。。
但是我已很满足了。。

谢谢你的包容。。
谢谢你的原谅。。
谢谢你的大方。。
也谢谢你去年陪我走过我人生伤心及失落的时刻。。

朋友，
生日快乐。
希望你今年过得比去年还要好。
Friendship Forever :)

A-W-E-S-O-M-E week.. XD

2009-11-22T14:07:00.009+08:00

We were warned...
No matter what religion you believe in,
No matter what races we are from,
One day,
Will Unite Us All.
21-12-2012

(note the gradually increasing size of the fonts...awesome rite) :p :p :p

Last week was an awesome week...
No, it's not my birthday....YET...but it was the week that i watched 2012 !!!!!!!

I know, it's just a movie, everybody has watched it, and probably i was the last person on earth to watch it.. BUT, considering the fact that i'm so stucked in this jungle-like place, where cinema is scarsely scattered (actually there is only one) ...being able to watch 2012 in Sungai Petati is a HUGE DEAL !!!!!

LOL...maybe it's not so much of a big deal, but we actually tried to watch this movie 3 times but it was all fully boooked! Since when people that live in jungle like watching end-of-the-world movie? Aren't they supposed to be growing padi plants? Alright...i probably have offended everyone that live in SP .. XD.. c'mmon.. i was just joking. ^_^

Alright, so that movie was a BLAST!!!!!!! The best end-of-the-world movie i've ever watched. :D
So, wanna thank the driver ---> Mr. Zhan Huai (the soft shell crab + deltol + pasking )
and of course Ah Fei ... for going eventhough you dint want to at first... :-D
Ohh..yea...and i wanna thank Chun and Zi Hui for the free supply of popcorns and nuts!!!
And of course my friends for being so enthusiatic about this movie. :) :) :)

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Anyway, just a question..
Do you believe that the world is coming to an end in 2012 ?

I KNOW ITS JUST A MOVIE!!! I'M JUST ASKING!!!! XD

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Hoho... we also celebrated yi cheng's birthday in Red Island Cafe. Wooo...and we burnt two holes in both our pockets! lol....
It was fun tho... and i hope he enjoyed his birthday celebration. You probably would love to spend it with... "miss K.....or miss C.....or miss S....." but... well, hope you dont mind spending with NOOBS like US .. =)

Here are some random shots.
Figured i should upload a few photos so that my blog doesnt look DULL & BORING~

Look at Ah Fei in the middle. Lol~

BIOCHEMISTRY is HELL ~

2009-11-15T15:07:00.003+08:00

BIOCHEMISTRY IS HELL!!!

It sucks, and I cant find anything more suck-ish than biochemistry!

It’s so filled with friggin biology + never-making-sense chemistry! (just like cham peng, Nescafe + teh, except that biochem taste like shyt.)

ARGHHHHH…………..

If you ever hear a scream, a long one I mean, don’t be shocked. No, no, no one is abducted. No one is robbed. It’s just me, venting my frustration with my vocal. Hee hee..

I did attempt to slam by guitar. Or abuse my stitchie, but WAIT A MINUTE….guitar cost too much, and stitchie, he’ll start screaming and that’s even more frustrating. Gosh~

Huh..

I know you feel my pain. You do, don’t you.

Guess what I need right now?

It’s a damn nice movie to calm me down. And guess what it’s showing now in cinema?

2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*jumping up and down with excitement*

Yes……..!! only that I don’t have a friggin car.

I missed zi hui suddenly. Cause she is my only access to transport. LOL~

I think I’m gonna take a nap.

You think I’m crazy, don’t you?

Whatever.

I still hate biochemistry!

Stay strong. =)

2009-11-12T00:44:00.006+08:00

It's when the music stops and the lights come up that the real trouble begins.

Troubles come unexpectedly. The more you expect them not to, the more they come uninvited.

What's with love anyways?

Sometimes fate throws two people together only to tear them apart.

So tell me, what is the point?

I, myself dont get it. Sometimes, i wish i could live my life like a dead.

To not care, to not be bothered, to not know, to not feel nothing at all...

But then again, that would be wasting my life away.

I guess, only God knows what is gonna happen to us.

Only God knows what is best for us.

And till then, i guess the only thing we can possibly do is pray.

Be strong, my friend. We will stand by you no matter what. Even if it feels like the world is coming apart, you know you have our shoulders to cry on.

I'll keep you in my prayer.

I am not obsessed with Taylor Swift...

2009-11-09T23:27:00.016+08:00

I repeat. I am not obsessed with Taylor Swift !!!

Lol...funny to find myself even writing about HER. But, i am not obsessed with her. Really, really.
It's just i realized i'm addicted to watching her videos during my free time. Okay, maybe a little of my study time. Or a lot. My point is, i'm watching her videos and i dont know why?!

Huh, what?! Puh-lease, I'm not a lesbian. Knew you would think of that! GROW UP !!!

And i have to repeat myself again that....I AM NOT OBSESSED WITH HER!!

Reasons why i like her ( not obsessed )

she is like an ordinary girl whom i could be friends with
she is pretty
she has good personality ( dont ask )
i can play her songs on my guitar

oh oh oh.. did u know she has got new songs coming out? XD
I love the song "two is better than one" sang by boys like girls ft taylor swift.

I've attached the link to download.. hehehe

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?zemwnwn20qm

but puh-lease, i am not obsessed with her.. :)

And if you ever say that i am again, i'll force the taylor swift CD down your throat.
I mean it.

I am mean.

2009-11-08T18:17:00.003+08:00

Yes, I am. And i'm not proud of that.
I live my life for 17 years only to realize that....
i can be really mean at times.
My good friend said to me, " Serenne, you're mean. But you're a good person too."
That makes me ponder. What does that even mean?
Sometimes the things that come out from my mouth, besides saliva, can offend people...
Yet, i've a bunch of good friends around me that accept me for who i am. But honestly, i dont even know who i really am. :-/
Sometimes, i do things without even realizing i'm doing it. Meaning to say, i do things without knowing i'm capable of doing. And ended up regretting. :-(

I suddenly missed my mom....T.T

.....sigh.....

I seriously need to get back to the piles of slides and revisions.
P/s : I'm fine. Just that, I am confused. @_@

想你，零点零一分。。。

2009-11-07T19:09:00.005+08:00

回忆过去。。
你我过着自有自在的生活。。
不知你现在过得如何？
你的微笑比起去年有所差别。。
我，并不是没发觉到。。。
只是，不知要如何开口。
现在的我们都在为自己的生活而忙碌。。
我知道你需要我，更需要一个人的陪伴。。
但是，我很没用。这么基本的要求我却达不到。
你会气，会失望，会无奈是因为你很在乎。。
但是摆着一副不在乎，一副不在意的样子是因为你不想让我看到你的软弱。
你曾说过，付出的多也可能会被伤到彻底。期望越高，失望也越大。
所以现在的你，不再对我有任何的期望。不再对我有任何的要求。
我不习惯。但是也得去习惯。

是我。。。不配做你的好朋友。
但是。。。我不管了！你永远都会是我的好朋友！

我想你。
我依然很在乎你。
你能原谅我。
我们还是好朋友，对吗？
我们还是玩得很开心，不是吗？
不要忘了我们的约定！：）

i am second guessing...

2009-11-07T18:08:00.005+08:00

" To like, you must be prepared for heartbreak. If you can't take the heartache, then dont bother liking at all. "

I don't know why i said this. I'm not refering to anyone in particular. Really. It's just a thought that i had few days ago due to some weird hormonal changes taking place in my body. No idea which part. That you have to ask Maya. XD
Anyway, this is so much more complicated than it sounds. It's easy to like someone, but when you like someone, you're risking your little fragile heart. Cause you do not know when it's gonna be broken. Okay, maybe its not that fragile. But you still get your heart broken... :-(
I admit I've broken people's heart before, but i never mean it. I'm not trying to clear my guilt here but breaking people's heart is like the last thing i'd ever ever do..

....Sigh....

See, i told you its complicated. Shouldnt have written about it. Now i'm complicating your mind as well. :p
anyways, i think it's absolutely HEALTHY to like cause if you afraid to like, you'll never get what u want. Right? Damn, made sense doesnt it? huhuhuhu ^_^~

I'll try to like. I guess. Cuz i want a boyfriend too. LOL, joking~~~ XD

new hair bands :D

2009-11-07T13:11:00.005+08:00

Huhu, did u see stitchie's new hair band?! OMG rite? yea.. i know.. OMG!!!!! Cute, adorable, etc.. save the description for me. LOL...
anyway, its a little angel thingy and devil hair bands that we bought in Penang. Bought it cuz we pretty much had too much money and really wanted to act cute.. =.= haha...all of us (our gang) bought one. Even the guys. yup, you heard me. Even the guys. ^_^

kayyz... i think i'm having a little troubles trying to make stitchie return me those hair bands. >.< ~

Btw, you'll be able to see all of us wearing this cute little hair bands in AIMST. ^_^ till then, bye bye!

i have no idea. :)

2009-11-07T12:56:00.001+08:00

I've no idea why i created this blog. Not that i would update it very often, just felt i needed some place to write out my thoughts. Hmm...let see...maybe because recently there were many things that happened and things that i could really write about..
Anyway, here goes my first post. A very boring one indeed. LOL.. ~ who ask u to read. bleukkk XD

Me, myself and my guitar...

Stupid people

Nothing can compare to

Creepy stuff. Read at your own risk.

Hey yo!! :-D

My first kiss

It's 2.22am

what can i say?

A day that blows.

Just for laugh

Happy April's Fool :)

BANG !!!!!

3rd CA.

Just for laugh

Three FASTEST means of Communication :1. Telephone2. Television3. Tell a Woman

Happy 20th birthday...

I'm still me,

What i've been up to, really?

Second year, First CA. Over & Done with.

I got scolded

I'm sorry

10.10.10

First CA !!! *screams*

I will try

The best way to avoid disappointment

Seven days without god makes a weak !!!

Hello....

B-U-S-Y !!!! SO BLOODY BUSY!!!!!

Life is short.

OMGosh ...... CA 3... & avatar =)

Random post of nothingness .. ^_^

Hey Mom & Dad, your little girl has got a BLOG !!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! :) :) :)

December 11......yes, it's T-H-E day.

The first week of December...

Hello Mister December...

All i can say is that i'm really thankful and grateful to God for what he has provided me with. He knows what's best for me, which is why i'm having all these right now. I'm contented. All is left for me to ask for is just an electric guitar .......

Lol...

I'm so NOT excited.. ^____^ (part 2)

i am so excited. ^____^ (part 2)

生日快乐。。

A-W-E-S-O-M-E week.. XD

BIOCHEMISTRY is HELL ~

Stay strong. =)

I am not obsessed with Taylor Swift...

I am mean.

想你，零点零一分 。。。

i am second guessing...

new hair bands :D

i have no idea. :)

Three FASTEST means of Communication :
1. Telephone
2. Television
3. Tell a Woman

First CA !!! screams

想你，零点零一分。。。